The Usual Rants...

9-5 Workers.

2007-03-09T16:16:00.000+08:00

Staring at the neoprint. This is my MSN nick currently.

Was talking to Wai Ting online just now, and she asked me about my nick.. In the end, had to ask for a change of topic. Talking about the "her" in my MSN nick will only worsen the feeling.

*****

Anyway, why am I so emo -.-"

Maybe because it's so boring in office.. nothing to do... I'm currently uploading pictures and chatting online. I've gotten sick of manga ( for now.. )... and is doing something to perk myself up! ( like blogging.. )

Hell.. it's friday. Lots of activity awaits me! Weekend is here! I should be GLAD! Why am i emo-ing to myself in my office cubicle ( yeah yeah yeah -.- )..

Oh, speaking of friday. I can so totally understand how a 9-5 worker feels now ( except, they have work while i come to office to do nothing ).

How they run off right on time at 12pm for lunch and reporting back to work later then they should ( 1pm )... How everything miraculously disappears from their desk at 6pm and off they goes -.-"...

It's generally like a big secondary school here. Really.

So yes. Those looking for updates of shanghai.. I'm still uploading pictures! Ahhhh~! I can only upload 5 by 5 at a time ( dunno why la. The other options where i can upload more ALWAYS fails. KNS! ).. and i'm only 1/4 done >.<...

Haiz.. Maybe.. i'll do a part 1 first.. ahhh.. depends on my mood! :)...

Till the next entry then!

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.

Dreams.

2007-03-08T14:58:00.000+08:00

Did you ever had dreams... and you remember very clearly what it was about..?

How about having a really really bad dream... and woke up due to shock.. after which, the images from the dream stays in your mind and refuses to go away?

I had lots of such dreams. The moment i stepped out of my comfort zone - Singapore.

I... can't explain it. Is my mind telling me i was going to lose those things? Is things gonna have a 360 degree after these 6 months? 6 months isn't a very long time, but it isn't a very short time either!

I'm.. afraid.. No matter how nonchalant i may act. I'm afraid to lose the things i own now. I'm afraid to lose the things i desire.

These 6 months. A trial...?

I dreamt.. of lots of things.

Like... her.

Though she not mine, she do ( after having the dream, i realised.. ) play an important part in my life now. Have i fallen in love?

I see her... in my dreams. Looking guilty-ly at me. Along with her was another guy. They.... were holding hands. She looked at me with reddening eyes... and turned into his embrace. What i'm disturbed was... who the guy was.

Why do i dream of them both together? Does it mean anything?

***

I awoke from the dream. Terrified. Really terrified..

I looked around, the rest in the train cabin were all fast asleep. I sat up and hugged my knees.

"Is this going to happen?" I asked myself.

...
...
...

I got into real serious thoughts. I thought of lots of things. I missed her... even more then anyone else. Finally, i asked myself.

"Do you regret going for this 6 months attachment?".

My answer...? I don't.

What can i do now? Besides feeling powerless and sad for 6 months?

Might as well, take things as it goes.

******

I had lots of dreams. This is the one which leaves me with the most impression though. Sometimes in the night, i'll still think of the dream.. but shrug it off in the end. I made a decision. I'll bear the consequence.

Oh well. I'm typing now in office. House's connection is still screwed... so i can't really blog much. With regards to my trip.. I'm still keeping track! I do need to upload pictures though. Help! I have TONS of pictures!!! >.<>.<

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.

At work!

2007-03-07T13:28:00.000+08:00

I've switched back to blogger. Damn wordpress was banned in china i think. So, i'll be reverting back to blogger for the time being, after going back to sg, i'll import the whole chunk back to wordpress. Shouldn't be a problem.

I've not blogged for ages! I got a hell lot of pictures, one whole freaking chunk of text to blog ( i've been taking notes and stuff... documenting the things i do so as to make blogging more convenient... )... Now, i need to upload the pictures!

I'm currently at work at my assigned company. Just came back from a lunch treat from my boss! ( not really direct boss, but he's quite high up... ).. That boss is Singaporean! Very friendly! Muahahha!

And right next to my laptop now, a cup of caramel frappuccino... also courtesy of my boss. Thanks Jefferson! :)..

So yeah. I know i need to blog real soon ( things are piling up and i'll get lazy. I know i know! )..

My broadband's gonna be up tomorrow.. so i hope i can update by then!

Catch ya guys later! :)

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.

I've shifted!

2007-02-18T07:48:00.000+08:00

I've shifted guys.

Will no longer be updating here! Think i'll just let the blog sit here ba..

CLICK HERE to go to my new site ba.

Cya guys there!

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.

Exam... stress..?

2007-02-08T23:39:00.000+08:00

I'm just trying to show concern. That hard?

I don't like to be compared with the rest.

Ahhhh.. Didn't begin the day with very good mood to start with.

Slept at 7am, woke up at 2.40pm. Freaking hungry, jio-ed princess down to makan.

Came back home after lunch to slack for a while, went to mac study in the evening.

Was in a very foul mood when i went over to mac, because i lose my calculator. You know, life likes to screw us up like this. Sometimes, simple things like losing your calculator the day before your exams can get us VERY irritated. I searched high and low for that god damn calculator but couldn't find it.

Hate it when things go missing and non of my family members say they saw it. KNN. If it wasn't me, the calculator got legs ah? Cfm a few days later they will "oh! this is your's ah? I dunno it's your's ma.." that kind of crappy shit stunt.

Whatever.

Went to mac and did intensive studying for 2 hours. Productive 2 hours. I almost complete the whole CMA syllabus.

Went home and saw the stars in the sky. My mood changed immediately - Which got me thinking. I'm actually very easy to be happy. Give me a good enough telescope, good weather and clear sky. I'll be happy for the whole night.

Ahhh. Came home and gamed a while.. proceeded to study, only to be slapped right in the face ( i don't feel like explaining. )

Good luck to those taking results tml.

If you don't tell me, i won't ask.

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.

Study!

2007-02-05T22:01:00.000+08:00

I'm gonna study.

Before all my friends starts to...

1) WOW! Eat wrong medicine?
2) WTF. You okay Robin?
3) WOOHOO! TIO 4D THIS WEDNESDAY LIAO!
4) *Gives me the skeptical look*

.. may i remind you guys ( and as well as myself ) that i do have something to account to myself.

I have to break my 2.875.

And judging from my performance project wise. I think i'll have a problem hitting GPA 3 or above again this freaking semester.

You know how people often exaggerate so as not to let themselves have very high hopes for the results, but this is not exaggeration.

Judging from how my IPT project failed to show more then 40% of the project to my teacher.... judging from the fact that for my first BSD paper, i scored 50/100... and for the second paper, i walked out of the exam room after 1 hour when it's a one and a half hour paper. ( Not i hero, is i really dunno what can i fill in. )

And so, i'll need to work especially hard for the written paper. Which means mugging - which is something all my friends who knows me, knows that i hate.

But well, that's the education system of singapore, to judge someone through his damn qualifications.

Whatever. I have to study. And i'm gonna start.

I'll most probably blog more often ( blogging somewhat helps me to destress... probably due to all the profanities thrown around by me. Ha! ) during the time i study...

I'll try hard not to log in to CBB as often.. and guys from CBB, if you happen to see me there, do me a favour. Ask me to go and study. LOL! ( Though i may not listen -.-.... )...

Ok. Time isn't very early. I shall start some light mugging today.

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.

Operation: Throw!

2007-02-03T19:21:00.000+08:00

Woohoo!

Finally a day that i can stay at home and do housekeeping! ( Can't believe it's coming from me -.-.. )

Purposely didn't want to have anything on today ( except acer serviceman coming to fix my labby.. this one can't be helped what! ) so i can finally get my stuff done.. and then, full time student = Robin :)...

Was actually supposed to go Area 19 AGM for NPCC, but cannot make it la. The acer person came at 9+.. After finishing.. around 10+.. meeting starts at 10 lei!... So never go..

Ended up, Stayed at home and started Operation: Throw!

See! How CLEAN my desk is!

Spacious! Ahhh.. I'm loving myself. I can be a maid next time if economy is bad..!

So anyway, i cleared and throw.. throw and cleared. End product - A sparkling clean and spacious room! :)

Notice i'm pretty much in a good mood today!

Partly because, my keyboard can now function LIKE a keyboard.

Hell, people, lim pei teach you all something..

Never.. NEVER understimate the power of the alphabet "A"!

I tell you. I almost died yesterday typing without the alphabet "a".

Almost every sentence you typed must use a!

And yes. I said ALMOST. Don't be anal with me and say you can survive typing without the alphabet a.

Eg. Like like, I can't type "anal" if i want to scold you! It will end up like "nl". Which is like... - WTF? What talking you?

Get my point?

Ask Princess about it. I almost killed someone when MSN-ing her yesterday.

**** I digressed. ****

So, i was speaking about getting my stuff done. Yes.

I'm going blood donating tomorrow ( hopefully ) and there's hell lot of things i need to do!

If you guys still didn't notice.... I'm leaving singapore in 25 days' time.

Lots of things i haven do.

1) Donate blood ( so as to know my blood type. I need to fill in some forms.. of course, at the same time, i also want to save lives la... :P )

2) Applying my visa - I have to go down CHEENA EMBASSY lohz! AHhh~

3) Renew my passport - It's supposed to expire on March i think. Need to get this done, if not, i'll be left stranded in China!

4) Confirming my flight details. Damn! Need it urgently!

5) STUDY!

The list goes on and on. However, these are the 5 main things la.. Still got CNY shopping ( i haven buy a freaking single thing! ), Mahjong sessions, Clubbing sessions ( Oh, 21th will be going either zouk or mos! Anyone wanna come? ), Lim jiu sessions..

A LOT LA.

So yes. That's why i have to clean my room first. Every journey begins with a single step! ( And small as it seems, cleaning my room is my first step to getting things done.. ha! )

Right. So 2 hours of work done. I have therefore, earned myself a well-earned rest of 4 hours. ( Muahahhaha... )

*Slack!*

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.

Finally Free..

2007-02-03T00:16:00.000+08:00

I feel liberated.

Finally, all the project out of the way. ( Though i screwed up my last project.. )...

Whatever it is, i don't care anymore. To hell with projects.

Time to study.

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.

Project. Headaches.

2007-02-01T20:19:00.000+08:00

I fucking down-ed close to 2litres of DIET COKE today!

KNNBCCB.

If not for the lack of coffee around at home ( and me being too lazy to buy in school )... i ended up with the next best alternative...

DIET COKE ( and it's supposed to be FAT FREE. )..

KNS..

It seems, too much diet coke has laxative effect? ( right? )... C'oz after i drank so much coke.. i've been having more and more frequent toilet runs... >.<

Fuck. I need the caffeine la! To keep myself awake!!!

Very pissed today during OIAP briefing. Maybe because project's not making any progress.. and that i'm forced to go down and listen to this crappy lecture talk cock.. And maybe because my group mates can laugh around and enjoy himself while i have to fucking slog my day and nights away. Just ain't fair.. but well, life ISN'T fair.

Might be part of the reason why i showed attitude today. I can't really be bothered already. Not when i have to slog like shit.. not sleeping and stuff...... no mood to entertain people ~~especially those in my group who can laugh around while i'm worried about my project~~

Time check. I just saved my entry and draft, went for dinner and got home. now is close to 11pm.

Status: Splitting headache. Must be the lack of sleep.

Mood: Not very good. In fact, it's lousy.

Project: 50% done.

Someone kill me?

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.

Pain.

2007-01-29T23:32:00.000+08:00

The sharp pain persist.

I continue running. Hysterically. Like i was possessed.

The stronger the pain, the faster i ran.

Very soon, another acute pain hit me on my right kidney.

I continue running.

I can hear my breathing. Every breath i took, cost me every ounce of energy i can muster.

I like the pain. Sadist, but it's true.

It makes me feel alive.

I like the perspiration trickling down my face.

It makes me feel awake.

***

For once, i feel like i'm away from my troubles.

I'm glad pain exist. For it reminds me that i'm still alive.

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.

Fucked up people.

2007-01-29T20:35:00.000+08:00

I feel bloody scammed.

I'm fucking pissed right now, with no where to turn to except my blog.

Admist all the project shits i've been getting, i still have to worry about my fucking air flight for my OIAP.

And it isn't helping when you asked someone else to book the tickets for you for a budget airlines... and a few days later, that someone called you up to tell you he didn't book for you. Instead, someone else's name was put in instead of yours.

And when that good deal is sourced by you and that ( first ) someone. (Just because we isn't going to the same place? )

I'm fucking pissed right now.

If i took budget airlines to hong kong, and then change to a domestic flight, my total traveling fees will be $400 capped.

If i have to turn to other airlines, it will rake up to $700. And it's a bloody ONE WAY TICKET.

KNNBCCB.

I'm damn pissed, because everytime i entrust somethings for that someone to do, he just screws it up.

I have no fucking IDEA WHY my name wasn't in the air ticket.

Let's not say OIAP. EVERY fucking project entrusted to him, with his every promise of "I'll settle it...", It's always screwed up.

Like, WTF?

I don't need this now. When BSD is due tomorrow ( And hell, tomorrow is the submission. I haven even fucking seen the report and PPT ), and that i'm fucking stucked at IPT. And it's due friday.

........

Someone remind me. I'm never gonna trust him with anything again.

So this is what friends are fucking for.

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.

五月天 : 忘词

2007-01-29T00:16:00.000+08:00

歌曲：忘词

歌手：五月天 专辑：为爱而生

词曲:阿信

嗯嗯搭啦我又忘了
我应该应该应该应该唱什黱
我应该应该应该应该怎黱作
嗯嗯搭啦想起来了
我好像好像好像好像应该说
我好想好想好想好想对你说
在你的面前我就变得很笨拙
就像是一个不断忘词的歌手
我练习过彩排过
这个时候却又说不出口
你你的温柔感动了我
我忍耐太久内伤太重
在这一秒我一定要说
就算失败也不沈默

你你的温柔感动了我
我忍耐太久内伤太重
在豁出去的那一秒钟
却又忘词我噢噢噢

上一句好像是有关你的形容
下一句好像希望你能答应我
我练习过彩排过
这个时候却又说不出口

From Mayday's new album!

上一句好像是有关你的形容
下一句好像希望你能答应我
我练习过彩排过
这个时候却又说不出口

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.

Lack of sleep! ( Yes, as always. )

2007-01-27T23:21:00.000+08:00

I haven been sleeping well recently!

Damn. And i can feel, it's taking a toil on my body.

I need sleep! Ahhhhhh!

五月天
超人

世界如果被残酷攻击
只要给我一个电话亭
把内裤当外衣
如果你能够开心
展开披风带你飞行
谁赐予我这一身
无助的能力
神也不能阻挡
你想离开的心

为什么拯救地球是那么容易
为什么束手无策啊我和你的爱情
为什么我能飞天也能够遁地
为什么我却没办法长驱直入
你的心

曾经你赞美我手臂
逛街多能提
日日夜夜贴身保护你
最凶狠的怪兽
也不能与我为敌
那为何害怕你的泪滴

我给了我这一幕
难堪的结局
谁要这样超人
连自己也救不起

为什么拯救地球是那么容易
为什么束手无策啊我和你的爱情
为什么拯救地球终于完美结局
为什么我只能够眼看着爱燃烧成灰烬

世界如果被残酷攻击
谁来接手我的超能力

Did i highlight before that i LOVED this song? Damn nice la.

我给了我这一幕
难堪的结局
谁要这样超人
连自己也救不起

Have to go downstairs le. Princess brought me supper. Thanks!

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.

Finally a breather...

2007-01-27T02:00:00.000+08:00

Ahhhhh... Finally.

Finally a time for me to rest and catch my breath for a while.

Just finished BSD exam ( though i think i'm screwed ) and some other stuff bugging me. So now, i'm left with IPT project and exams to tackle.. Of course, other things like club stuff also need to settle.

Haven been blogging for a few days, but all with reasons. Hell, not enuff time to even sleep liao. Where got time to blog? Like yesterday, i fell asleep ( once ) again with my com and lights on. Zzzzzz.. Woke up at 4.40am to off everything and go back to sleep lohz!...

Oh! I signed my form and confirmed my attachment le. I'm going to shanghai! And i've booked the airflight there le... Will be flying of at 28th feb if nothing goes wrong!

So yeah.. I'm gonna go out... club, get drunk and everything ( hell, everyone's trying to make me drunk before i go to shanghai lohz! )... before i get on the phone. I'll miss everyone! =(

*yawn*. I'm comtemplating if i should sleep. Have to wake up at 6am later.

Haiz.

[ 希望每天都能听到你的声音 ]

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.

Which Tarot Card are You?

2007-01-25T15:43:00.000+08:00

You are The Devil

Materiality. Material Force. Material temptation; sometimes obsession

The Devil is often a great card for business success; hard work and ambition.

Perhaps the most misunderstood of all the major arcana, the Devil is not really "Satan" at all, but Pan the half-goat nature god and/or Dionysius. These are gods of pleasure and abandon, of wild behavior and unbridled desires. This is a card about ambitions; it is also synonymous with temptation and addiction. On the flip side, however, the card can be a warning to someone who is too restrained, someone who never allows themselves to get passionate or messy or wild - or ambitious. This, too, is a form of enslavement. As a person, the Devil can stand for a man of money or erotic power, aggressive, controlling, or just persuasive. This is not to say a bad man, but certainly a powerful man who is hard to resist. The important thing is to remember that any chain is freely worn. In most cases, you are enslaved only because you allow it.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

I'll say.. it describe me the way i am.

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.

Ngee Ann Open House.

2007-01-20T21:55:00.000+08:00

Finally, open house is over!..

WOOHOO!

Was quite happenning these few days... a quick run through what happened...

- Saw how kiasu and desperate Singaporeans can be..
- Trapped in a lift first time of my life.
- Ended the event with newly ~~conned~~ adopted sons and daughters.
- Provided ( in my humble opinion ), good and professional service to parents coming for OH.

Basically, that's it!...

First point! Cheapskate!

CB! Imagine this, we are giving out goodie bags to o'lvl leavers.. and have to ( at least ) try to identify who's ngee ann student.. and who's the real deal ( o'lvl leavers.. )..

Some pointers is that Ngee Ann Student...

.. holds a labtop.
.. Comes in group and whispers/giggle/discuss/stares around the welcome booth.
.. Looks old -.-" ( Sorry for those Chao Lao faces...

But.. but.. but!!!!

Imagine these. Ngee Ann students *actually* brought their sec school uniform, change into it and happily approach us to collect goodie bags!

Like OMFG!

And it's like... one whole fucking class can?!?!??!?!

Mind. These people are fucking cheapskate. ~~The goodie bag is not even ~~good~~ ~~attractive~~~~

Fuck those cheapskates!... ( End up, we had a shortage of goodie bags la! Idiotic shits. ).

Next. I'm trapped in the fucking lift! FIRST TIME IN MY BLOODY LIFE!

30mins!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! -.-"

Supposed to be new loh the lift -.-...

Me looking sad & bored.

And i tell you, i was stucked there with a cleaner.. The cleaner damn professional. Once we are stucked, he pressed the emergency button.. after like 2-3 mins... he started... this..

He started... Cleaning. The. Lift. With. A. Rag. He. Pulled. Out. From. His. Jeans.

OMFG! RESPECT LA! Damn pro can?

Must help him write a letter to Mr chia ( Principal of ngee ann.. get him a hardworking award or something! )

I mean.. hey! You are trapped in a lift... most people will have no mood to do anything right? Respect him loh! Trapped in the lift.. might as well clean the lift! LOL!.. PRO!

30mins later then tio save.. someone pry open the door for us. HAIZ. SAD LA!...

First day of OH somemore lohz!... HAiz...

Ha... Moving on to my daughters and sons... I brought a group of people around ngee ann to see see look look la... and they happened to be from Xing Ming Sec ( spelt like this? )...

So happened that they quite chatty.. and entertained them for a bit la. Brought them around ngee ann for freaking 4 hours! AHhh! Oh OH! One of them is in the tv show "The Areana" ( too lazy to check spelling liao la.. )... Xing Ming Sec, 2nd speaker. Go catch her! :) ( Her name is jun yi.. aka my big daughter.. )

And... impressed some parents while walking them around.. of course la.. I'm Ngee Ann Ambassador lei.. of course have to market ngee ann to you. lOL!...

So anyway, OH 2007 quite fun la!

Click Here to view the video our team made for open house! HA!

Yup. That's Ngee Ann OH. I'm really too tired to continue. Think... can la. Quite a rush entry though.

TIRED LA. -.-"

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.

CBB peeps!

2007-01-19T01:21:00.000+08:00

I'm so NOT supposed to be BLOGGING now ( HELL GOSH! LOOK AT THE TIME! )....

I'm super tired.. and people who seen me said i look like a gh0st and stuff...

but ANYWAY, just wanna blog something before i sleep.

Met up with some peeps from CBB ... Lol! They really a dunno-how-to-describe bunch! HA!

Met up with ( i'm sorry if i got the names wrong! )... erm... kingmeng, gavin, lex, "kenji", princess ( duh! ), joelle... and a pair of couple which i forgot their names ( sorry la! )...

Enjoyed myself, laughed and joked at and about princess because it's supposed to be her birthday celebration and stuff.. and did lots of stupid things there la..

Nice bunch, good people to hang out with ( though they are older peeps. HA! )...

So yeah. Will try to be more active in CCB so as to get *promoted* ( else i'll be bullied everytime we go out. KNN! LOL! )...

So yes. Ngee Ann open house is on! Thurday to sat, 18-20 jan. I'm involved, so yeah. Gimme a call or sms if you guys are dropping by!

And now, SLEEP!

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.

TO: Cowboy Bar Peeps

2007-01-17T16:32:00.000+08:00

To: All the ~~stalkers~~ guests from CBB .

*In Case* someone is reading this... and is starting to form the equation of "Princess = r3gular or r3gular = Princess"....

Please put a cross to that speech bubble now.

Lol!!!!

Well, Someone apparantly found my blog through means.... So yeah. I'm no longer annoymous!

Annoying la! Lol!

But anyway, to address that question.

I am princess's neighbour ( and that makes me.. erm... dunno... royalty? Because royalties often live near each other right?!? ) la...

And that her house is 2 and a half minutes away from mine.

Nothing more then that.

Basically we are just very good friends ( and not to mention, mahjong kakis... ) who look out for one another. C'om. Neighbours are supposed to look out for each other right? We are good, law-abiding citizens who follows the gahmen's law... you know.. goody goody neighbours who treat each other very nicely... unlike those who kill each other for noise issues ( read article at CBB please.. ).

Instead, we love the noise we make together! ( Noise of mahjong tiles hitting one another :) )...

So yes. Any other questions, you guys can tag to ask =)...

Just taking the chance to ask..

Anyone interested in a game of mahjong? HA!

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.

Wooing Princess...

2007-01-16T17:29:00.000+08:00

The Conversation

*Princess Veron* Who got tuition job can intro? says:
are u gonna be home tml night

[林汉良] +|M3 W!|| H34| 3v3Ry+H!n9... Focus: Studies. 五月天! says:
should be

[林汉良] +|M3 W!|| H34| 3v3Ry+H!n9... Focus: Studies. 五月天! says:
why..?

*Princess Veron* Who got tuition job can intro? says:
the queen is thinkin of cookin fried rice for u

[林汉良] +|M3 W!|| H34| 3v3Ry+H!n9... Focus: Studies. 五月天! says:
wah

[林汉良] +|M3 W!|| H34| 3v3Ry+H!n9... Focus: Studies. 五月天! says:
so gd!

[林汉良] +|M3 W!|| H34| 3v3Ry+H!n9... Focus: Studies. 五月天! says:
haha

[林汉良] +|M3 W!|| H34| 3v3Ry+H!n9... Focus: Studies. 五月天! says:
touched

[林汉良] +|M3 W!|| H34| 3v3Ry+H!n9... Focus: Studies. 五月天! says:
haha

*Princess Veron* Who got tuition job can intro? says:
okies

*Princess Veron* Who got tuition job can intro? says:
will confirm with u tml if she is indeed cooking

*Princess Veron* Who got tuition job can intro? says:
u better blog abt it if she decides to

*Princess Veron* Who got tuition job can intro? says:
she ask if u wanna woo me

*Princess Veron* Who got tuition job can intro? says:
den she can cook for u everyday

*Princess Veron* Who got tuition job can intro? says:
LOL

*Princess Veron* Who got tuition job can intro? says:
u can consider.. some more wont have to waste money sendin me home

*Princess Veron* Who got tuition job can intro? says:
lol

[林汉良] +|M3 W!|| H34| 3v3Ry+H!n9... Focus: Studies. 五月天! says:
wahahahahha

[林汉良] +|M3 W!|| H34| 3v3Ry+H!n9... Focus: Studies. 五月天! says:
of course will blog

[林汉良] +|M3 W!|| H34| 3v3Ry+H!n9... Focus: Studies. 五月天! says:
cfm one

[林汉良] +|M3 W!|| H34| 3v3Ry+H!n9... Focus: Studies. 五月天! says:
hahaha

*Notice i ~~tactfully~~ ~~siam~~ avoided her questions. HAHAHAHAHAHA!*

I'm late for movie! Just couldn't resist to blog about this before i leave. Haha!

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.

Surprise Movie...

2007-01-16T17:24:00.000+08:00

Going to town to watch this! .

Surprise movie. 110mins as duration.

Hope it's something nice! :)

Will update again when i come back from the movie..

Omg! Someone is already at PS waiting for me as i'm typing! Ahhh!

Gosh!

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.

Ice-creams, Mahjong!

2007-01-15T15:54:00.000+08:00

Doesn't look very good but well, it's damn good.

Was at home with nothing to do ( actually doing some research la.. ), when Princess MSN-ed me asking if i want ice cream. Apparently, she ordered some home-made ice cream from someone she knew on a forum... and it just got delivered.

Being the ~~gluttony~~ sport, of course i said yes la! ( Very rare, she wants to deliver it to my house instead of me going over lei! )... Ha!

And so, she brought over some ice cream ( for the less informed, Princess stays 2 and a half minutes away from my house. Ha.. ) and we shared.

I tell you, it's damn good! It's.. 500ml for $7.50 i think. Not very expensive, but it's good. Robin certified. Go try!

For those who wants to try, can try tagging at Princess's tagboard. She got the contact of the person. Go bug her :)

Anyway, Thanks Princess for the ice cream! :)...

Well, we were sitting there, playing some games and eating ice cream when princess said she hand itchy -.-"... ( MJ withdrawal syndrome )...

And so, i have to help her look for kaki else she will die of itch.

A few MSN and phone calls later, Wilson came over and we are desperate enough to play 3 person MJ.

Desperate time calls for desperate measures.

Wahahaha!

Playing halfway, Mr Wu-Hu ( aka Alvin Goh ) finally returned my call. Being the giao kwee(s) he immediately rush over my house with his brother ( wilson have to leave early... )... and then...

Mahjong time!

Picture is taken from the net. I had a hard time looking for this stupid picture.

Not long after we started, the wu-hu elder brother ( Alvin's brother ) surprised us with his 十三幺.

The second 十三幺 i saw while playing mahjong. First time was the last day of 2006. -.-"

Of course, we paid up with our jaws hanging wide. Because it's still in early game, and he have very good tiles to start with. Heng la... ( meanwhile mumbling to ourself that lucky we play capped at 5台..

And we confirmed a fact, that once someone 十三幺 he luck will downturn. Because... right after his winnning streak and that specticular 十三幺, the wu-hu elder brother started his losing streak. ( With him being the ultimate loser of the day. Haha! )...

In the end, i ended up being the sole winner, going to sleep with my wallet $20 richer. =)...

Seems like everytime i play at my house, i'll win! Chinese New Year coming.. anyone wants a game at my house? Haha!

I really do sound like a giao kwee right? Actually.. not really lohz! MJ is not about the money ( though if you play without money, it really defeats the purpose le... ).. it's about the fun! I'm not a giao kwee! Really la! Haha!

Practice for CNY ma.... =)...

P.S: You all might think why Avin is called Wu-Hu. It's not without reason k! Because.. his dad's surname is Wu ( which is his surname now, Goh... ), while his mother's surname used to be Hu. Hence, the Wu-Hu! Haha!

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."

r3gular.

Mayday - 为爱而生

2007-01-13T02:14:00.001+08:00

I forgot to blog about this! Blasphemy!

How can i forget about MAYDAY!..!!!

They just released their oh-god-damn-so-good album!

为爱而生! That's the album's name!

And as always, Mayday never fails to let me down!

Oh oh, Just a review, all the songs are nice ( like duhz! ), but i'll like to specially feature this song!

歌曲：天使

歌手：五月天 专辑：为爱而生

你就是我的天使
保护著我的天使
从此我再没有忧伤
你就是我的天使
给我快乐的天使
甚至我学会了飞翔

飞过人间的无常
才懂爱才是宝藏
不管世界变得怎黱样
只要有你就会是天堂

像孩子依赖著肩膀
像眼泪依赖著脸庞
你就像天使一样
给我依赖给我力量
像诗人依赖著月亮
像海豚依赖海洋
你是天使你是天使
你是我最初和最后的天堂

music
music

Nice la! As always, very meaningful lyrics by Mayday - 阿信!

Rated 4.5 / 5 by the ever-so-picky-robin!

Good buy, Best buy, MUST buy! =)

And nope, I ain't getting commission for this!

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.

Blog revamp!

2007-01-13T01:37:00.000+08:00

Finally!

Finally, finally, finally!

*Sigh*

I finally moved my arse and changed blog skin! Woohoo!

So, how is it...? Nice? Nice? Got picture drawn by my fav artist as the main blog picture. NICE HOR?!!? Ha!

So yes. Why so motivated and decided to revamp? Because.. i *might* be going to china soon.. and i sort of figured out that i'll have absolutely no time there to do this kind of things... and... I'm kindda good spirited today la. =)..

Nothing in particular, Not like what princess guessed, ( she said i saw my dream girl or something.. )... I'm just.. feeling good mood! =)

Probably... it might be the rain. I was in the rain this evening to untie a watch tower built by the fajar CIs. Probably... it's the rain. Though i'm freaking soaking wet and was shivering when eating dinner ( and not to mentioned, my rheumatism acting up.. ), i feel very good when i'm in the rain!

It's like... Something washing every ounce of lethargic-ness and unhappiness away from you. That's why, i love jogging in the rain. It's been so long sinced i last walked or stayed in the rain ( to the point of soaking wet, that is.. ).

I feel so motivated suddenly!

So, here i am. With my completed blog. Double happiness! Haha!

Yes, i shalt digress much.

Comments for the new skin? Anyone? =)

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.

Girlfriend... OIAP...

2007-01-09T23:18:00.000+08:00

Over at my friend's house now.

Just had my interview for my OIAP. Think... 80% confirmed i'll be off to hong kong/china this coming Chinese New Year.

I still owe my readers, my New Year Resolutions. Yes, i haven forget.

Actually, one of them.... is..... to get a girlfriend.

HAHAHA!

Yeap. Fnally, Robin wants a girlfriend.

After pretty much psychoing and stuff, i've thought over lots of things and i think, hey, maybe i'll just... you know... find one...

But... but... but...

I'm going for 6 months OIAP to hong kong / china in 1 month plus time!

HAIZ...

Lolx.. so, back to square one.

I mean, it's really.. you know.. unfair to make a girl wait for me for 6 months.

Lolx.. so... OIAP spoils everything le.

Was thinking.. it would be good to bring someone back for Reunion Dinner. Lol!

But ahhh.. nvm. We shal see. Might or might not ( Depending of any girls are willing to wait in the first place. ANY TAKERS? HELLO?!?! ) ...

Haha..

So yeah....

Call me, 98277289 and book an appointment with me for interview for my girlfriend..

Oh, did i mention, i do have a fetish for boots :)

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.

Online Tests

2007-01-09T23:08:00.000+08:00

You Have Low Self Esteem 20% of the Time

Which can be translated to mean, you have high self-esteem and a healthy sense of self worth.
You believe in yourself, and you know how to be the real you. You love yourself, imperfections and all.

How is Your Self Esteem?

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.

Not in a good mood..

2007-01-07T21:34:00.000+08:00

It's during mind blocks like this when i feel super fucked up and as if i'm a useless piece of shit ( yes. Everyone's saying i'm sadist and emo for the stuff i writes here.. but fuck.. i write what i want here. )..

It gets really tiring everytime during project times.. when you have to worry about projects datelines. It's fine that we don't do project until the dates are near, i'm pretty fine with that, just that, when the time comes, everyone please do work on your own part so as to complete the project.

And fuck. I have to worry about the parts of my other members too.

Yes, i might sound selfish and whatever, but i feel that i've been doing most of the fucking projects for school. Usually, the IT projects, i have to do them. And now, i also have to worry about the business module projects.

After what happened for HRM, i'm really having second thoughts everytime they say they will settle it. It's like... "I'll settle it..".. but on the submission date itself, all i received are a few word documents with topics all not linked to the project scope... And that is the so called "finished".

And again, the OM project. Where has the "don't worry.. we will settle it.." gone to. One day before the submission date ( which is today )... 9.40pm as i'm typing this... and not a single shit has come out yet.

And i foresee, that tomorrow will be a hell lot of panic and confusion again. Fuck. I just hate that.

***

I'm supposed to be typing reports for work today, but i ended up shelving it to a side for the project which i have to do. ( After being assured i don't have to touch a single shit for this project. )

From afternoon to now, i've barely typed 200words for my question. It's like... i have the points out.. but no matter how hard i tried.. i can't put it into english. Well, i ended up typing and deleting for the whole day.

Not a very good feeling i tell you.

And right after this, is the project submission for the IT modules.

Wootz. Doing alone again.

Someone say i'm good man.

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.

Thoughts...

2007-01-04T19:00:00.000+08:00

You know, i've been thinking about the things discussed during the holidays...

There is this one particular day when i spent the whole day talking to that person. And we are just talking about me in general.

If you guys didn't know... I'm currently at loss of what i should do.

As can be seen from my MSN nick, "原地踏步"...

I ( feel that I ) have reached a bottleneck of my life. Hmm.. how should i put it..?

Like, you are stucked inbetween everything. You can neither retreat nor advance.

Get what i mean ma...? Ahhhh.. it's hard..

So anyway, i meant everything. Committments, Work, Studies... everything in my life. Like... i'm at loss and i don't know how i should take my next step.

Well, this isn't how i work, if people do know me well.. i ( used ) to know what my next step will be, how to go about doing it.. and what to do to get to my next step.

Take for example. NPCC. One of my committments.

When my OC approached me and asked if i'm willing to become a CI. I agreed immediately. Why so...? I know where my heart lies. I know where my interest lies.. and i know what i want to achieve. It can also be put in a way saying that i know what i want.

Another example. Astronomy Club.

I do know this is a sensitive topic.. and many others are reading this... but yeah. Coming to the point, When i first became VP of astro club, though very reluctant, i though since i'm already at the position.. might as well do my best for it. I knew my directions then.

If you ask me, what direction should the astronomy club go now. I don't know. Really.

Let's just take these 2 as examples.

If you ask me... what am i going to do for NPCC next. I'll reply.. i don't know.

Same thing for astronomy club.

I mean, i feel that whatever i do, It's already a standard procedure already.. and i ain't really improving. ( Is this getting confusing? )

I'll put it this way. I don't know my directions now.. and I don't know what to do next for all of the things i have on hand. This includes Committments, Work and studies.

I feel.... disorientated.. and very loss. It's like ... everyone's improving instead of me. Like.... I've been running very hard, but no matter how hard i try, i'm still at the same spot.

There are no learning points.. there are no experience to gain. Yet, there might be, just that i'm oblivious to them.

So... Why do i feel so disorientated...? This has been bugging me for a very very long time already, and my friend whom i was talking to that day pointed something out to me.

He asked me, to list out my committments.. and write down the % of time I delicate to these committments for an average dayand how much % attention i give the different committments i have.. )

I did so but i did not allocate time and % for them.

He asked me why didn't i allocate time and % of attention for them.

I replied, because, i have a lot of committments going on at the same time and at any point of time, i'll be busy with at least one. With regards to the % of attention, i give 100% attention ( if not, all that attention i can spare ) to the committment AT THE POINT OF TIME.

I know it sounds confusing. Let me write it out.

***

Committment 1 25% of a day's time 100% attention

Committment 2 25% of a day's time 100% attention

Committment 3 25% of a day's time 100% attention

***

He asked me. How do i split my time for my many committments.. and i say that i always solve the most pressing matter first.

And then, he dropped the bomb.

He asked me a question, which left me dumbfolded.

"Would you die / Can you survive if any of the committments is taken away from you?"

I replied, "I won't die.. and of course i can survive."

The key... is this question..

I'm beginning to understand why i don't know how to solve the problems around me.

Because, I don't have a priority in my committments.

Like.. my committments are just committments. If they are taken away from me, i'm fine. ( Hell, i might even feel good. Finally a burden off.. )...

What he really meant was, there has to be a priority to everything. If i value studies over NPCC, when the 2 clashes, studies should come first.

Let's quote an example...say, i have NPCC camp 2 days later.. and i have an exam 6 days later. Normally, what i do is that since NPCC camp is more pressing, i'll go to the camp.. and worry about the studies part after my camp ( after which, i have only 1 day to study for my exam )...

But if my priority is in studies, i'll forgo the camp and stay at home to study for the exams which is 6 days later.

See the difference?

And the reason why i can't seem to see the light to situations is that i delicate only that much time to a committment.. and only start working or thinking about solutions when the thing starts to be pressing. Lidat how to have good solutions?

It's like.. work efficiency decreased due to multi-tasking.

Yes. Multi-tasking.

It's making me fail everything i do.

So, izzit me having too many committments? Should i drop some...?

Why is specialization so popular within companies? Because someone can truly become an expert at something only when a fair amount of effort and time is spent on that thing. Right?

And, and, i do feel that i have to change my mindset. My mindset right now is too inmature! Like.. i'll look at things and think about it as being unfair to me. Well, sometimes it really is.. but... no one really has control over it.. ( what am i babbling -.-.. )

How to say ah...? Aiya.. just... something which i need to change.

And if you guys don't notice.. I'm slowing changing ( yet ) again... and hoping fully, for the better...

Haha.. Aiya.. I'm super lost now. Like.. dunno how should i bring my point across -.-"...

Nvm. Don't worry guys. I'm not EMO. Just that... i want to pen down how i feel..

****

On a brighter note, i'm going for China for OIAP! Still not very confirmed.. but around 60% confirmed le. :)...

Special thanks to Sue Tan, Jeanie Wong and Koh Poh Tee! :)...

And... might have a little surprise! Will announce it when i can.. meanwhile.. hush hush! ...

Now.. time to brush up on my canto...

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.

Happy New Year!

2007-01-03T23:29:00.000+08:00

Someone's been bugging me at my tag board to blog.. so here i am!

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

Though it's kindda late la.. but i was busy ~~partying~~ during the festive seasons ma...

Yup, will come up with a list of new year resolutions soon.. as well as to check if my last year's resolutions are fulfilled ( which i highly doubted so.. )..

Actually.. my new year isn't very... happening la.

It's basically mahjong mahjong and more mahjong at friend's house! And oh! I lost $31 on mahjong, 10cents 20cents on the first day of 2007!

Some feat for me, for i don't usually lose at mahjong ( and by that much! First time i lost SO MUCH! )...

So yeah. Today was the start of school.. so i'm still bogged down by projects after projects.. not to mention, i have to settle my attachment thingy soon!

I don't know if i've mentioned it before here ( yes, i have Short Term Memory aka STM and i'm too lazy to bother checking.. )... I MIGHT be going to China/Hong Kong for OIAP.

KPT's ex-student has given approval that i can go.... so yeah. Only problem is that, with school's side, application for OIAP is already over ( LONG OVER. 20th nov was the deadline.. )... so yeah... I have to find the teacher in-charge tomorrow to ask.

And and, if really approved, i'll be off after chinese new year ( i do hope i can enjoy CNY in singapore.. ), off to China/Hong Kong for 6 months.

Something i always wanted. To live alone... moreover, overseas!

I'm always.. erm.. someone...independent.. so yeah... I think i'll fare well over there on my own.. no worries guys..

Until the school gives approval.. I'm still staying in singapore.

Really hectic la.. These few days..

Oh yeah. Something to mention.

Damn. News spread like wildfire!

Well, i don't usually bring girls back home... but recently, a girl came over my house... ( well, spare the details.. let's just say that i saw my mum grinning to herself -.-.. )

1 day later. Everyone in my family ~~knows~~ thinks i got a girlfriend.

LOL! It's so hiliarious la! My cousins are all asking me weird questions =.="...

And...and.. the source of rumours is my MUM and SIS! Walau! No wonder the are FEMALES. AUNTIE LA!

Lolx..

Yeah yeah. To clear things up ( and to let those who still admires the godly me have hopes.... )... no la.. that's not my gf... not yet not yet.. lolx...

Such a big commotion from just one visit sia.. -.-""

Lolx.. did i just say my life is not happenning these few days? Haha!

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.

Yawn.

2006-12-28T21:06:00.000+08:00

Small update before i Zzzz..

I'm really lacking of sleep ( but that's not the point of this entry...)..

Hate the coldness these few days.. where has my sunshine gone too! I'm beginning to miss times when we can sing 太阳公公起床了... -.-"...

Ahhh... In the midst of the festive seasons, it's been overnight parties and mahjong, sleepless nights for the past few days la...

Not to mention the work i have to do after my friend's left and go back home to sleep. I have to rest a little and then start work. AHHH!

Shall wait for the pictures to be uploaded by Princess first.. then i shall blog about it.

Meanwhile, i'm really so damn shag so pardon me for this crappy entry.

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.

Merlion?!? HA!!

2006-12-24T17:36:00.000+08:00

.·´¯`·->[ËmïLÿ]<-·´¯`·. says:
so cute

.·´¯`·->[ËmïLÿ]<-·´¯`·. says:
drawing ah you

.·´¯`·->[ËmïLÿ]<-·´¯`·. says:
lol

[林汉良] +|M3 W!|| H34| 3v3Ry+H!n9... My house tradition... broken - Emily Ee! writes:

[林汉良] +|M3 W!|| H34| 3v3Ry+H!n9... My house tradition... broken - Emily Ee! says:
ROAR!

[林汉良] +|M3 W!|| H34| 3v3Ry+H!n9... My house tradition... broken - Emily Ee! says:
lol

.·´¯`·->[ËmïLÿ]<-·´¯`·. says:
wa... you merlion ma?

[林汉良] +|M3 W!|| H34| 3v3Ry+H!n9... My house tradition... broken - Emily Ee! says:
merlion looks more like a cat

[林汉良] +|M3 W!|| H34| 3v3Ry+H!n9... My house tradition... broken - Emily Ee! says:
MEOW~

[林汉良] +|M3 W!|| H34| 3v3Ry+H!n9... My house tradition... broken - Emily Ee! says:
lol!

.·´¯`·->[ËmïLÿ]<-·´¯`·. says:
we are singapore we are singapore we will stand together hear the lion roor

.·´¯`·->[ËmïLÿ]<-·´¯`·. says:
roar

Tell me. When did Merlion EVER looks like this?

OMG. This is so funny. Singapore Gahmen's gonna kill me for misleading the tourist. HA!

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.

S'up guys!

2006-12-24T15:22:00.000+08:00

Lapse of 10 days.

So what have i been doing?

Lots of things la.

For the 1st time in my life, i continously lost at mahjong 2 times in a row. Raking up to $40 for the 2 times.

Fierce wor! Dunno what the hell happened. I don't usually lose at mahjong!

So yeah. I'm much poorer now.

Met with some problems at work ( which explains why i'm still typing something in the midst of christmas EVE. Haiz... So yeah.. also very headache.

And then, went to API tour with wilson and emily.

I tell you, the API tour is good! They brought us to places abandoned and stuff... and told us about the history of the place. Fantastic!

Not the usual ghost tours where just go and explore the place...

In fact, i've already signed up as an API member. Hope they contact me soon!

Oh yeah. We visited the cemetery at CCK.

I tell you, you all so not gonna believe it.

Singapore gahmen damn pro. When we are living, they construct blocks and blocks of flats for us to live in. When we die, they dig blocks and blocks of graves for us to sleep in.

!!!!

Really! The grave they dig, machiam building HDB!

( Shall post the pictures up soon, if the API people do remember to send it to my mail.. )

Really salute them. Can see the ~~slots~~ graves they dig, all very organised and standard one....

Oh! And and, we saw someone digging a grave out!

It's under the law of singapore that a grave can only be there for 15 years, after which, you have to be cremated. So, the workers at the graveyard was digging the grave yesterday.

Pity, we didn't see the actual coffin opening though. They actually dig out the coffin, open the coffin in front of the family members.. and the blanga workers will step into the coffin ( OMFG ) and scope up the remains of the person.. which is the bones.. ( double WTF!!!! )..

Then, the bone will be dried ( i dunno how.. ) and cremated.

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Really lohz! What a sight man. Pity we didn't see it..

Just as we are about to leave the site, we saw something burning.. so we checked it out.

Charles Goh , founder of API , was adventurous too.. so we went along...

We reached the burning site.. and saw wood being burned... so we are like.. oh.. just normal burning..

Suddenly... Charles exclaimed. "OH! These ain't wood. These are coffins!"

We all -.-"...

Bloody hell! I even stepped on the coffins! AHHHHH!!!!!

Apparently, those coffins are coffins which someone slept on it before... and after they a dug out, they burn those coffins.

WTH LA!....

I really -.-""""...

Ha! So, API tours are really fun, i'll join them if i can make it the next time! Who's interested? !!!

ANd yeah. I caught Night at the Muesum with Emily. Midnight movie after the API tour. Haiz. Was supposed to catch Curse of the Golden Flower one la.. Long story... And made us waited for nothing.. HAIZ...

So bo pian... watched NATM instead.. Lucky.. it's a nice movie la! :)..

So yeah. That's about what i did. Today is CHRISTMAS EVE.. but i not sure what i'm gonna do. Mum just said she don't need help.. -.-""

Ahhh.. i'll see what i can do -.-"

Anyone jio me out?

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.

They are taking the hobbits to Isengard!

2006-12-14T22:00:00.000+08:00

LOL! I tell you.. i really tio pwn by this.

This is so DAMN funny la! Nice laughing break from studying! Haha!!!

Ho...ho..ho..ho... hobbi... hobbitss.. to I..i..i...Isen...Isengard!

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.

IAP!

2006-12-13T22:42:00.000+08:00

I calculated..

It took me 5 damn minutes to get to this page. And it freaking hanged on me at the login page. I had to refresh..

Damn blogger.

Ahhh.. Nvm. I'm that bored ( and tired ) to endure the #$%^&*() process of blogger loading.. I must be desperate -.-"..

So anyway, confirm that i'll be going for attachment next sem le.

I'm the feburary to september batch.

WTH la. Imagining going to work for 6 months.. then coming back to sch to study -.-""...

I rather study finish work all the way lei! >.<

Stupid me. I didn't mail teacher to request. Gonna try look for her tomorrow.. see if can change >.<... HAIZ!

The mail

Hi all,

After consolidating your reply, I have put you under the respective attachment periods. Please see attached.

Please remember to reserve your hols for your attachment as your attachment will commence 1 week after your final exams.

Regards,
Jeannie Wong (Mrs)
School of Business & Accountancy
Ngee Ann Polytechnic
(65)6460-6016
http://baweb.np.edu.sg

Out of clutter, find SIMPLICITY. From DISCORD, find harmony. In the middle of difficulty lies OPPORTUNITY. (Albert Einstein)

Oh well. Might as well as study. Tomorrow is a morning paper. I haven started studying. Wish me GOOD LUCK guys! :S

Edit: Actually got a picture to post up. Fuck blogger.

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"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.

Stars Awards..

2006-12-12T23:36:00.000+08:00

Studious Robin Studying!

Ahhh. I'm so bored with studying... to the extended that i actually endured the turtle loading speed of blogger in order to type this really i-don't-know-what's-the-point-in-this-entry entry.

Ha. Incoherent! Oh well, half ( or rather, most ) of my entries are incoherent entries anyway.. Haha...

( Just bear with me la people. I haven been blogging recently ( because of the really stupid loading speed of blogger.. which really kills of every blogging bug in me.. ) and also... because of lack of inspiration la. So busy, no time to listen to news or radio.. where got sources to blog! Ha! )

Anyway, reading blogs can be a way to learn new things too!

I missed this year's STAR AWARDS because i was busy playing stupid basketball on a stupid rainy day ( that's not the point.. )..

The point is, i have to really salute this man.

Really.

He NEVER fails to surprise people with his stunts. Die die every year must chut pattern one!

If i never remember wrongly, last year (Edit: It's three years ago ) he mocked at his ex-wife, about waiting for an award until her neck is as long as a giraff ( Correct me if i'm wrong.. ).. and hello?!? That's supposed to be a thank you speech?!? HA!

And living up to expectations, he chut pattern again during this year's stars awards.

I tell you, nothing can match his *“不要转...不要转” ( Do not turn.. do not turn ).

*for those who don't know, “不要转...不要转” ( Do not turn.. do not turn ) means the production team is telling him program is over-running... in other words, "Damn, Hurry up!"

Haha! Fancy people shoo-ing him off stage! I really respect that guy man. Doing that "thank you" speech and the “不要转...不要转” stunt on national TV. Man, he deserves to ~~sit~~ stand on a jeep ( or whatever that is.. ) during national day and go around in circles waving to people in the national stadium! Really!

Really classic. And I freaking missed the damn drama! AHhhh!

Oh oh, and the look on the MCs' face. Ahahah! Super funny can?!?! Ha!

Got a youtube video on him, but youtube is down at the moment.. so i can't get the link. No worries.. i'll get it up when youtube is up!

Man, i'm really hoping he performs well next year, so as to be able to get another award on the upcoming stars awards. I'm really looking forward for his new stunts!

Well.. maybe people just vote for him... to have an extra laugh during the ceremony...

Who knows? Ha!

Edit: Extract from Mediacorp Website .

Huang Yiliang also surprised many with his Best Supporting Actor win in a category which tipped favourite Shaun Chen (C.I.D) to win. Perhaps what was not so surprising was what came out from his lips during his thank-you speech, given his much-slammed thank-you speech at the awards three years ago. Speaking about his feelings of ‘guilt’ and ‘indebtedness’ to Meijiao, he then went on to dedicate his award to the latter saying that it was something both he and their daughter Chantel would want her to have. But not before ending off with a line which made the already quiet atmosphere even more awkward. “I don’t want her to just watch others receive awards.” Ouch.

This guy's the man man...!

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.

Condoms 'too big' for Indian men

2006-12-12T12:22:00.000+08:00

Hear THIS on the radio this morning and i went to checked it out..

Ha! Ownage!

Haha!! And i especially love this phrase!

It's not size, it's what you do with it that matters

Sunil Mehra

HAHA!!!!!

Hmmmm.. i do wonder, what is the international standard anyway. Hahahaha!

** On the side note, IPT was still fine today. Special thanks to Emily for calling me at 6am! :)

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.

Lousy attempt to blog. -.-"

2006-12-10T15:58:00.000+08:00

I really want to change a blog host soon.

I hate the current blogger. Loads like a turtle!

Anyway, i'm supposed to be studying now.. but yeah. I'm practically doing everything other then studying.

>.<>.<

Jia you! ( Drawn by Wai Ting. Thanks! :) )

Oh yeah. Someone is coming back from KL today. Someone's enjoying.. while i'm studying. ARGH!

Time to hit the books! ( Much as i detest.. )..

I'll survive~... I'll survive~~

EDIT: Wow! I hate blogger even more now. I had a whole chunk of text deleted from this entry. Don't know why. I just pressed publish and volia! All gone. ... I'm speechless. Damn blogger.

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.

Kuching Kolo Mee!

2006-12-06T00:55:00.000+08:00

I had Kuching Kolo Mee today!

Shall type more about it again. I'm pretty pissed with blogger. I really feel like writing them a very angry letter.

It was fine.. until the stupid blogger beta came. It takes ages to load now. It's crap. They made blogger become crap already.

I might be switching to other blogs host. Maybe Xanga. Might consider getting a domain myself.

Whatever. Blogger's pretty screwed today. Shall update tml.

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.

Red Camp OEI! 2

2006-12-03T18:23:00.000+08:00

Red Camp Oei!

Finally some rest after the camp! Woohoo!

The first red camp i've ever served... and it's fun!

Our team red video! Ha! Nvm if you don't guys get it. -.-"

Ahh... 3 days worth of red camp... even myself got to know ngee ann better...

Like... my first time stepping into nursing and life science's area....

( Got pictures... but dunno why blogger is screwed... and don't allow me to upload pictures... )

And also my first time into Mass comm's studio... they even can help some red campers cut their own one song album. Ha.. so cool la!

Maybe i'm very into these stuff.. just that... my english sucks. Hey. If i get A for english, I'll consider Mass comm. Seriously.

I'm digressing.

Anyway, Had fun during the jam and hop ( though it's kindda cheapskate -.-".. a Tent with fans at the student plaza!! )... i kindda starting to miss clubbing. Ha!...

Though it's... hot and stuffy... the red camp SLs siao one. All siao together at the dance floor.. rare sight la. Most of them quite high! Ha!

Ahhh.. Last day of red camp was memorable. I received notes from red campers! Ha!... At least, some of them do know i exist ( or bothered to write me notes la. Ha! )... Took pictures with a no of them..

Strange thing is, i remember at the last day, i'm sitting there helping people take pictures. Why all the red campers who added me on msn told me i'm surrounded by girls on the last day. Oie! Don't anyhow say hor! Lol!

Conversation goes like this.

tdae no work wahahaha...so free but i attend red camp todae last dae liao.....it's fun at ngee ann poly.... says:
funny

tdae no work wahahaha...so free but i attend red camp todae last dae liao.....it's fun at ngee ann poly.... says:
actually i yesterdae one ask u de

tdae no work wahahaha...so free but i attend red camp todae last dae liao.....it's fun at ngee ann poly.... says:
but dare not approach...so i ask some oer student leader

tdae no work wahahaha...so free but i attend red camp todae last dae liao.....it's fun at ngee ann poly.... says:
but none of them seems to noe

[林汉良] +|M3 W!|| H34| 3v3Ry+H!n9... And so, I continue to be sick. says:
oh yah hor -.-"

[林汉良] +|M3 W!|| H34| 3v3Ry+H!n9... And so, I continue to be sick. says:
why don't dare approach -.-"

[林汉良] +|M3 W!|| H34| 3v3Ry+H!n9... And so, I continue to be sick. says:
the student leaders all come from all over

[林汉良] +|M3 W!|| H34| 3v3Ry+H!n9... And so, I continue to be sick. says:
so they might not know..

tdae no work wahahaha...so free but i attend red camp todae last dae liao.....it's fun at ngee ann poly.... says:
oic

tdae no work wahahaha...so free but i attend red camp todae last dae liao.....it's fun at ngee ann poly.... says:
cos u oso surrounded by many galz lah

tdae no work wahahaha...so free but i attend red camp todae last dae liao.....it's fun at ngee ann poly.... says:
then i dun dare to go oso lah

[林汉良] +|M3 W!|| H34| 3v3Ry+H!n9... And so, I continue to be sick. says:
you meant the last day?

tdae no work wahahaha...so free but i attend red camp todae last dae liao.....it's fun at ngee ann poly.... says:
ya lah

[林汉良] +|M3 W!|| H34| 3v3Ry+H!n9... And so, I continue to be sick. says:
am i really surrounded by many girls?

[林汉良] +|M3 W!|| H34| 3v3Ry+H!n9... And so, I continue to be sick. says:
how come even i don't know

[林汉良] +|M3 W!|| H34| 3v3Ry+H!n9... And so, I continue to be sick. says:
lol!

End of conversation.

Like -.-"...

Still got some other sms-es la. But lazy to type them here.

Overall, red camp was fun! Red campers were a fun bunch too la. Must find some of them ( some of them live quite near me! ) to go out have coffee or something sometime. Ha!

Red camp 3, success!

Red camp OEI!

Red camp OEI!

Red camp OEI!

!!!!!!!!!!!

Now, for the post camp party DP Tan promised us.... HA!

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.

Red Camp OEI!

2006-11-30T23:22:00.000+08:00

Red camp OEI!

I'm so busy recently. Ahhh.. i think it's okie. No one visits here already anyway. Lol!

Anyway, best if no one visits le. So i can be more transparent about the things i blog.. right? Ha..

Okie. I'm digressing. Shall be back on topic.

I'm super busy recently! Red camp is a bomb man!

I have to be in school by 7.45am... ( which means waking up at 5.45am.. )... and it ends pretty late too ( 8pm for today.. ).....

Though it's busy.. It's fun! Red team SLs are generally quite a fun bunch, There are also some siao kias in red camp to cheer us up la.

Didn't bring my camera today, so i don't have anything much to say. However, I've been rather shy ( as in nv really go mixing around )... so i've decided. Everyone in my group shall know who is Robin starting tml. :)...

Oh. Just to share. What a nice sight today at the atrium. Just when the red campers are there for dinner. Atrium FLOODED.

I risked my body and limbs to get these pictures ok! Deputy Principal Tan was beside me, boiling with anger at the situation and there i stand, beside him, taking these pictures and laughing with george that this is such a rare sight.

Heng DP Tan magnanimous. He even smiled to me later on in the day ( which i don't know if he meant to kill me or not la... )... Thinking positively, i think he's good la... magnanimous.. :)... Ha!

Literally FLOODED

Rare sight. Estates came in a while later and took almost 1 hours plus to clear up the mess -.-".. What a sight. Showing people Ngee Ann floods during a rainy day -.-"""...

Ahhh.. nvm. Overall the red camp is still good. I'm gonna enjoy myself tml!

Now, i've done what i'm supposed to do ( work related la.. ).... I'm retiring for an early night. Super duper tired. Lots of things undone!

Next week exams le. Haven study.

DIE!!!!

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.

Uber sick!

2006-11-23T18:46:00.000+08:00

My Medicine.. along with my trustworthy strepils..

I'm really sick!

To the extend, anything i swallow will result in excruciating pain!

Ahhhhhh! Someone kill me!

Firstly thought it's nothing big. Rest a while will heal.. but it gets worst and worst... ( I specially cleared annual leave yesterday, skipping gan ma's lesson just to stay at home and rest.. )...

Today woke up. Head spinning, throat worst. This was the last straw..

Visited the doc on my own ( Miracle i can still make my way there man.. )..

The doctor told me.. my dunno what infection... couldn't catch him.. and that it's a level higher then throat infection.. Told me my case is serious.. and that ask me to stay indoors..

I told him, i got a camp coming tomorrow... and he told me to forget about it.. -.-"".. that doctor joker -.-"

And he smack me with 4 days worth of MC.. and ask me to stay at home and rest -.-"...

So how am i feeling now? Actually, the antibodies works wonders. I feel better already after eating it. And strepils is helping too! So yeah. I still get dizzy and stuff.. but i'm generally fine la..

Think i'll ignore his words.. and go for my camp -.-"

Anyway, enough with the sad sad sick sick stuff.. Something to cheer me up..

Emellia smsed me this afternoon and broke the ( good ) news to me..

The mail which i received...

Hello all,

Congratulations! Your application for IAP is successful.

The 2 IAP periods are: 26 Feb 07 - 3 Aug 07 & 03 Sep 07 - 1 Feb 08.

You will be assigned to either of the periods. However, I also understand that some of you might be involved in some school activities that require your attention. Please let me know if you are unable to go for any of the attachment period due to commitments like FOC.

Regards,
Jeannie Wong (Mrs)
School of Business & Accountancy
Ngee Ann Polytechnic
(65)6460-6016
http://baweb.np.edu.sg

Out of clutter, find SIMPLICITY. From DISCORD, find harmony. In the middle of difficulty lies OPPORTUNITY. (Albert Einstein)

I'm selected for IAP! Woohoo!

It's called Industrial Attachment Program... and it's 6 months attachment. Only 40 people are selected from the whole cohort! Wootz!

My class only got 5 though...

Which means... if i do well for the attachment ( let's say.. A ).. i will get A for 5 modules straight! Wootz! Song la!

Ha!!!

Gonna start sourcing for my company liao..

Any company to recommand? :)

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.

Honey Water...

2006-11-22T00:55:00.000+08:00

Lo and behold!

I tell you.

This is the BEST honey water i've ever drank! ( Not to mention weird... contained in a peanut butter container! Ha! )

The design student who gave me this told me this is creativity... and wow! She's good! Even can be inspired from a mere peanut butter container! You mortals just don't know how the goddess thinks!

Ha!!

Yeah...

Okie la. Now really to the thank you part shall I?

Thanks for the honey water goddess! Really touched! Ha!!! And it's the best ~~holy~~ sorry.. honey water i've ever tasted :)...

Get well soon yourself. And get some sleep. To hell with projects man! ( Ha.. I don't preach what i sow -.-" )

And oh, i've finished every drop of it.. don't worry.. Die also finish k? Afterall, it's the first time you making honey water. Lol!

Now if you guys excuse me.. i need the bathroom...... ( ha! JK la! :P )

Sidetrack:

I tell you again. I'm super duper honest.

I found a new labby today. At the atrium when i'm planning to go home. Apparantly, the labtop is placed near the pillar ( the person must have been drawing money from the atm machine.. )

I GAVE IT TO THE SECURITY GUARD.

It's jolly well worth 2300++++...

I'm SUPER honest can!

Okie. Shall go buy 4D soon. Karma will come to me..

HA!

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.

Performance.

2006-11-19T22:07:00.000+08:00

My performance. Up this thursday and friday at atrium..

No confidence though. C'oz i sang badly last practice. Lol..

Well, thats about it.

*Edited. The link now works. They took it down to make some changes...*

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.

Good Boy

2006-11-12T22:07:00.000+08:00

I want to be a good boy. Really.

I tried...

... to find alternatives when i don't have the program to hand up the assignment ( due at 2359 later.. )...

And when i don't have the program for that module, i switched to start on ANOTHER module.

And then, i realised.. i don't have the textbook required for it.

FUCK man -.-"

Which.. leaves me totally nothing to do now. Sometimes, even the busy me has nothing to do. ( Or rather, i have loads of things to do, just don't want to do.. )

And... if i don't hand up the 2 module's assignment.... i'll be considered absent from class once.. ( i think so... isn't that how e-learning is supposed to be? )

Fuck once again. It's hard to be a good boy man -.-"

Ahhhh...

I'm bored ( yes. You can infer from 3 entries in like.. a few hours.. after i haven updated for so long -.- )...

Oh, just a sidetrack before i find other things to do... I've got a new eye candy :)...

Someone from year 1... and problem is... everwhere i go i see her! :)...

Like.. i go back to saturday to meet up and then leave for mersing. Before i left, i saw her! :)..

And on sunday, when im back in school, i saw her again! Double Muahahahaha!

Fated.. fated.. lol!

And so, for those who's curious about the mersing observation, well, it wasn't as good as the previous time.

It's super cloudy.. and signs of rain came around 12am. So we left the site early.

HOWEVER....

Even if it's super cloudy there, we still can see stars. Because the stars SHINE THROUGH the clouds. Lolx..

Not like singapore... can't see shit!

So, even if it's super cloudy, we still can do some observation la... The power of mersing man!

Malaysia - Truely Asia! Ha!

Highlights of the day... erm...

We saw andromeda galaxy... and pleiades. Fantastic sight. Other then that, we saw some other star clusters... and that's about it la.

Oh! Meteors too. Saw like.. 10+ ba.. around there. Only made wishes for a few ( c'oz the other wishes tt time hasn't came true.. lol! )... So yeah.

Nicholas took a picture of the pleiades with his digicam. Will upload ( if i still remember ) some other time.

Ah.. i'll go try to do my assignments ( which i dunno how... )...

Nitez guys.

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.

Singing

2006-11-12T19:34:00.001+08:00

I recorded my singing. Song by Li Sheng Jie.

For those interested, can download it here

Don't mind the bad quality... and my singing -.-".. I just felt like doing it. Lol.

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.

Another longggg time no blog.

2006-11-12T18:31:00.000+08:00

It took me so long.. to transfer to this bloody new beta blogger ( and also to blog la.. )

Sorry guys! ( If you guys have been checking back... )

So, reasons for my disappearing act?

1) Was caught up with the DVD fever once again.. watching legend of condor heros..

"GuGu~"

"Guo Er~~"

You get my point -.-"

2) Too busy. Meetings after meeting... Red camp, astronomy, plannings, Duties... lots la!

3) Plain lazy.

Think most of the time is point no.3 la. ( Hey. I'm honest ). C'oz it doesn't really take much time for a simple entry.. but i'm just too lazy la.. lol!..

Wanted to blog yesterday, but there wasn't enough time la.. because i went mersing for star gazing again ;)

( Think yuz will start saying that i'll get worried once i never see stars.. ha! )

So yeah. To prove that to you guys that i'm really busy..

1) I have a camp coming. 24th-26th. Astro ANE camp.
2) I have a performance coming. I'm gonna sing. Lol. Will post the video up soon ( for BA students. Watch out during lecture rallies. Lol! )
3) I have to catch up with students. I'm still a good boy.
4) I'm going back sec sch for NPCC.
5) I have ANOTHER camp coming. NPCC. Dec.

So yeah. I'm working on all these co-currently :)...

( Pretty pointless blog entry. I do want to blog about something soon though. )

Don't worry la. I'll be back to updating regularly soon. ( at least, i sincerely really hope so. lol! )

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.

Satisfying day!

2006-11-02T00:18:00.000+08:00

I tell you.

Today is one of the most satisfying day man!

I watched 2 movies in a row, for $5!

Lol!

Went to cathay to watch.. and because of some *ehem* methods... we got to watch 2 movies.. for $5!

Lolx.. very cheapo and uncle. I know. Nvm la. I'm one anyway.

So, the first movie was called the convenant or something. Eh, personally feels that it's nothing big. Unless you like to see a few big guys flying around sending AR-DU-GEN at each other the dragonball style.. well.. then it might be the show for you.

The fact that i don't even want to go search for the movie poster proves something right?

So yeah. Let's move on to the second movie.

THIS... ( The prestige )

*edit : Blogger decides to be a bitch and not let me upload my picture. So sad! *

I know. It's a movie which gonna be off-screen soon ( Ya la ya la.. Sorry for being slow la.. can bo? -.-" )... buthe story line...

WOOOTZ!

Like movies like this which requires thinking. I heard deathnote also the same. I wanna go catch it!

Shall not spoil the movie for those who's slower then me ( haha! ).. highly recommand =)

Anyone wants a movie date? :)

Ha...

So... tomorrow's back to the routine ( well, not quite ) life again.

Been a real good boy, i turned down all clubbing offers this week. I make notes during lectures. I listen when others are asleep. And I DO TUTORIALS!

Only thing is.. i'm always late. Have to wake up earlier! What a chore!

Ahh. Anyone volunteers to be my personal alarm clock ma? Tml lessons starts at 9am! I need morning calls at 7.15am!

Lolx.. Hey. I'm looking forward to tml. Can see my newest eye candy! Muahahahaha!

I'm off to bed.. with a smile :)

*P.S: I SWEAR i'll update about tioman this weekend. Sorry guys! Lol!*

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.

Singing.

2006-10-31T01:59:00.000+08:00

Time is 1.52am.

I just sang on top of my voice.

Goodness. Think my brother at the other room, my parents in their room and my neighbours must be thinking WTF is wrong with me.

Nothing. Just had the urge to sing.. maybe to practice for campus concert.

Oh. BAComm is holding a campus concert singing thingy. And i might sing.

So ya...

For those interested, I'm singing zui jing ( damn. I just realised i haven d/l chinese program for my com.. i reformatted it -.-" )... by li sheng jie.. maybe yong qi by guang liang.. or tong che xin fei by zhang dong liang.

Well. All's not confirm. Might or not sing. Ha..

Yup. That's it.

Any nice songs to recommand?

( And i do know i haven update on tioman. Damn la. No time + procastination. Sucks man. )

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.

Lost.

2006-10-30T11:23:00.000+08:00

I'm fine really. Thanks for those who asked.

Just.. busy i guess.

And maybe, somethings need to be solved quick.

Whatever. Will update when i got something to write. I'm kindda.... lost now.

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.

Heh.

2006-10-28T19:14:00.001+08:00

Hectic week.

My modem screwed up ( i'm tapping now.. )... and there's no internet connection... so i couldn't get to the internet.

I haven been blogging recently. Partly cause i'm too busy.

Partly because of the problem i faced ( eg. No internet connection. )

Partly because I don't feel like blogging anything personal on this blog anymore.

You know, it's scary.. sometimes.. to blog something which you really want to blog.. but you know some other people are reading it.

Ahh. Let's not go into that.

I realised something. And i was wrong.

Ha.. Why bother to do something for someone or some group when your efforts are not recognized?

Maybe it's me. But i don't like how things are ran. Friendship and work. Can it really be together? So how many people can really draw a clear line between the both?

As i was typing and thinking. I realised something too.

Who is others... To judge me?

Through their perceived view of me? Do they know why i'm acting like this.. what am I thinking about in the first place?

Putting words into my mouth, judging me on my actions. Without knowing what and why.

Is it really right to do so..?

How many times have i told myself while looking at the situation, thinking "Ha. I knew this would happened".

Maybe it's like how someone once told me. I don't cover for myself ( because i don't see a need in doing so. )... and that's why everyone remembers only the bad thing about me :)

I'm pissed / tired / fucked up / etc.

I choose my own.. committments.

I do my own things.

I don't like being restricted....

Well.. who does..?

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.

I Know!

2006-10-25T02:19:00.000+08:00

I know i know!

I've been procastinating! Especially blog entries!

No worries guys! I'll update REALLY soon! Have already updated the picture to my multiply site.

Ha.. Done lots of things today... so yeah. I'm changing.

And yes. I still remember my goals for this sem. No worries..

For those interested in the pictures first, you can go here

Yeah. Have a look at the pictures first. I'll update about tioman.. really soon!!!!

Sorry guys! Meanwhile, i have to prepare for tml!

Have to go to sch, meetings AND NPCC! Woohoo. Busy busy busy!

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.

Hiatusssssssss

2006-10-20T14:51:00.000+08:00

My blog has been stagnant for so long!

Not that i refused to blog la. Just that, my desktop is always in use by my brother.. and my labby just came back from hospital... so ya.. no time la..

You can call it boat lag, bus lag.. or holiday lag.. whatever la...

So busy lohz. Right after tioman trip is the start of school. Really busy.. no time to blog la..

Will be back with updates on tioman and zouk entries. No worries :)

Check back :)

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.

Finally legal.

2006-10-09T00:26:00.000+08:00

Thank you friends.

Thank you for waiting ( nvm if you didn't ).

Thank you for being such a bitch, going clubbing when i can't.

Thank you guys for everything :)

And most importantly, thank you for jio-ing me to go clubbing together from now on.

WOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

Finally legal!

Kindda sad for a 18 years old, being the big milestone and yet, i'm trapped in a damn camp.

Don't like that camp, so shall not go into details. Let's not say things which will dampen my mood almost immediately.. right...?

18! Finally legal to official step into clubs and to smoke ( ehem )...

Of course, to purchase things you ain't supposed to... and kindda seen to be "matured in thinking" already. ( I said seen. )

Apart from being in a damn camp, still received lots of wishes. Thanks guys! ( including someone who sms me at 12pm instead of 12am. Hahahahahhaa! )

Anyway, it's really nothing much being 18 la. I really think my 18 birthday is a low profile one.. maybe because i'm trapped in the camp la. I actually foresee myself outside whole night partying man!

Oh! Thanks for the prezzie too guys :)...

Very hectic week, can't even find time to go out with friends :(... Nvm la.. Thought that counts.. hor..? Lol!

And oh oh! I went to buy 4D.. my first time! And and and.... I didn't tio check IC la! LOL!!!!!

Maybe i look old! DAMN IT. *frantically looks for SK-II masks..*

Lol! Didn't tio, though got one number quite near one number i wanted to buy. Wanted to get 0710, came out 0310.

Lol! Starters i think. Ahh nvm..

**

Lol!.. Sounds boring right..? Nvm la. At least with all the wishes, everything's still gd :)..

And oh! Hui wen actually goes clubbing! I'm SHOCKED!

She jio me go clubbing next wed! ( Technically speaking, is this wed le. 12am past )...!!

Too bad, i'll be at tioman! IF NOT... i CFM go!

Nvm, one more kaki in the future.. Heh!

With all the haze, everyone take care. Drink more water and try not to go out.

Damn. I'm going BBQ at west coast tml! With this haze and the smoke. I'll die tml man!

And... that yuz say want to come my house to celebrate birthday. Then say need to work till midnight. SMS also nv reply me. Kao. Ask the rest ( who is supposed to be involved also.. ) all nv reply.

Don't care. I tired i go sleep liao -.-"

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.

Changes.. and stories.

2006-10-05T21:23:00.000+08:00

I have been reflecting.

Thinking over what was discussed earlier this morning.

About changing. About dimming. About things being a routine.

Been reflecting on my actions and how i think when a situation arises.

I realised. I've changed.

Well, people do change, but how much do they really realised that they have changed?

How well do they know themselves, how well do they know the new "them"?

And, if you think you know yourself... do you.. REALLY REALLY know yourself?

I look back at myself. Comparing, the me when i was in sec sch. The me now.

How have i changed?

Attitude... have i changed mine?

I'll say yes.

Perhaps, too much people singing praises of you isn't a very good thing.

I find, i might have became cocky. To oversee certain points.

Take for example, my grades. What the hell happened? Is it because, i know that i'll definitely get through even if i don't study, just that my grades will suffer a little...? Or am i so confident of myself and my "smartness" that i think i don't need to study anymore?

Attitude change? What will the old me do?

And about things being routinal. Is it my experience that's killing me...? And if it is so, who allowed it to happened? Me...?

It might be common sense or logical to go along with experience, but is really every single situation the same...? Are my plans always the ... best..?

What will the old me do instead?

Comparing.. the "new" me and the old me. I dare say. I've changed. A lot.

Attitude wise alone. My thinking alone. Has changed. By a lot.

How i'll react to situations, what i say, what i do, my actions. Changed.

I'm aware of it. Just that, how aware am i aware...?

And, how do i change myself even though i'm aware...?

I do know that i've changed. I've become more chatty then in sec school. Sometimes, i find myself a nusiance too.

Problem is, that's the way people see you ain't it...?

People are used to the chatty you. The moment you realised you talked too much and you keep your mouth shut, people starts asking you why you EMO-ing. What happened and stuff.

Rings a bell...?

If i were to make a choice of the two mes, i think i like the old me more.

The shining one. The one who won't waver no matter due to praises or critisism. Or weariness.

Perhaps, because it's also because i'm more of a dictator. And with my committments and posts now, i'm unable to do things my way or i'm unable to be myself.

Situations mould a person's character. But a person can mould the situation. Which in turn, moulds the character.

Shall take my time until school reopen, to rediscover my stand. What i should be. Which me am i really am.

I believe, a successful man have to fall down a few times, in order to make it through. Just like how a baby has to fall before he/she learns how to walk.

I see myself going down a downhill now. But i won't see this as a defeat, it will be a challenge.

Rediscover myself. And to alter my attitude.

**

I heard this story from a experienced friend, which i think is very true.

It's a story about a rabbit and a eagle.

The story goes...

An eagle was at the top of a tree.

Then came a rabbit who saw the eagle on the tree. The rabbit then proceed to ask the eagle if it can stay under the tree. The eagle gave the go-ahead, and the rabbit stood under the tree. A while later, a fox came and ate up the rabbit.

Morale of the story?

Only people at the top can stand there and do nothing.

Make.. sense?

Another one.

There was this peacock who badly wanted to scale a tree. But peacock can't fly and therefore was unable to.

A bull walked pass and saw the peacock. The bull then told the peacock, " Why not you eat my dung? My dung has all the nutrients you need to make you stronger... and once you become stronger, you can climb the tree..."

The peacock thought about it and thought that it makes senses.

For the next few days, the peacock diligently ate the dung of the bull. As expected, the peacock grew stronger. Day by day, the peacock is able to scale to new heights of the tree.

Not long later, the peacock reached the top of the tree, but just then, a hunter shot the peacock and the peacock fell of the tree and died.

Morale of the story?

Bullshit will get you to the top, but not for long.

**

Make sense right? It's actually an experienced friend's story.. and it's more or less used in the coporate world la.

Just for reference. And maybe, to think about.

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.

Finally.. talk!

2006-10-05T06:46:00.000+08:00

It's hard to see yourself through yourself.

If you get what i mean.

Finally had time for 3 of us to get together again. Talked about lots of things, with me being the "male lead" today.

Problems which I knew existed, they pointed it out to me.

And they gave me solutions and advise too.

Thanks guys! Really need someone to point out things to you. It's hard to discover it yourself.

Like what they say, and what i feel...

My experience is slowly killing me.

Shalt go into details, just that sometimes, what i thought might not be true la.

I believe, everyone has a period when they shine.. and when they dim. I see myself as a dimming star now. As in, things around me is so .... routine... Just so... boring la.

Dunno how to describe. I got to know myself better today.

Things ain't the way it is in poly, unlike life in sec school. No longer do ranks and seniority plays an inportant role. Which is possibly why, things are so hard to be done, reasons so hard to get across.

Aiya. I dunno what i'm typing la. I'm not even drunk, but i still dunno what i'm typing -.-".

**

Shall just do what i think is right, shut up, and live my life.

**

On a total side track, i'm interested to go challenge mount kinabalu soon. Maybe during dec. Any takers?

Meanwhile, i have to make a choice.

1) Go to sleep for tuition later.
2) Risk falling asleep to acc miss dear yuz to go breakfast.

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.

Bloody Hell!

2006-10-04T00:01:00.000+08:00

Bloody Hell!

That PC Connect cock up la!

Made a totally wasted to funan today. Kao! Called them to confirm if the pay is ready, they say yes. Only to sing a different tune the moment i REACH there. Bloody hell!

Have to make another trip there tomorrow!

Mafun la!

Ahhhh!

Wasted the whole afternoon practically. Walking alone in town ( sounds lonely :( ) and playing games in the arcade alone. Lol!

Reason? Meeting lao da they all at 5.45pm. While i have nothing to do starting from 1pm -.-".

That damn PC connect la. Kao.

**

Met my sec sch clique for movie.

Quite a nice show, comedy and action packed. Though i think it's not as good as how people potray it to be ba. Lots of people is telling me DIE DIE MUST WATCH -.-".. Think i can be a good movie grader.. you know those people who gives ticks on the newspaper to movies? Lol! Partly caused i'm not impressed very easily.. so ya..

Movie was still okie la...

Don't really have much to say. Have to wake up super early tomorrow for a meeting.. and then, down to funan again.

BLOODY HELL.

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.

Spring cleaning.. finally!

2006-10-02T02:01:00.000+08:00

I did much work today.

*Actually wanted to post pictures of evidence.. but the quality of the print screen function sucks.. and i think it will be so damn pixelated. So.. no more pictures.. :(

What work you ask?

I.... cleared my damn computer up. And ( finally ) backed up some of my files to CDs.

From a 500mb to a 2.87GB for C: ( C Drive.. )

And a 300+ mb to a whooping 10gb ( close la.. ) for D: ( D Drive ).

Man. This just shows. How much rubbish i have in my com.. -.-"

***

I have to continue doing this. Have to back everything up and call ACER soon. To prevent me from being laughed at when i bring my labtop out. *Shoots dirty look at Yuz*

My labtop... really chui liao. The monitor casing is coming off. The spring mechanism for the screen is screwed up. Sound card sometimes not working. Speakings give nice sound of "bzzzz.. bzzzzz.. bzzzz..." when i play songs.... Wireless card sometimes not working.. CD drive faulty.

Frequently blue screens and hangs are common man. Just like one day 3 meals. :)

Thumbs up for ACER :).

Gonna get it fixed ( and i'm calling ACER to screw them up. ) during the Mersing-Tioman trip. So that i don't have to survive without a com at home :S...

**

On a total different note, Happy birthday Mum! Jeremiah and.. erm.. my cousin george ( though i think only jere will read about this. Lol! )

Sorry ah. Time now is 2nd oct. Now then i blog. Lol! But nvm la.. thought that counts right?

And oh! Happy belated children's day to all! ( Technically speaking.. I have 5 days more being a KID. :) )

Yeah. Gonna catch some wink. TT wants to see me tomorrow. :S..

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.

Random thoughts.

2006-09-30T02:58:00.000+08:00

Been really busy lately.. with this.

Do I look like those who won't watch Ou Xiang Jus?

Lolx. And to think before this, I actually watched the whole series of Tian Guo De Jia Yi, Starring Cyndi Wang.

This can perhaps, explain why I am able to endure through when Yuz sang her songs ( not one, but almost the full album! ) during K-ster. Man. I almost died.

Back to the show. Quite a nice show, considering Idol shows usually are projected as funny and light hearted la.

Ahhhhh. I have one whole free day tomorrow. Will start getting to work i guess.

2 more days to my Mum's birthday ( and also, Jere's.. )

8 more days to astro training camp.

9 more days to My 18th birthday ( which i seriously hope, i won't die during it.. )

13 more days to Mersing trip.

Man. I can't wait.

Imagine sitting by the beach, chilling out, drinking liqour with friends.

Shiokness.

Can't.. wait..

Zouk anyone?

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.

Ubin Trip!!

2006-09-27T22:53:00.000+08:00

Went ubin today!

Just a sidetrack. I'm super high. I just found a way to actually put pictures on my blog without having to wait for so that god damn long! Woohoo! Thanks to genius me. Readers can now hope ( purely HOPE ) for a photo log :)

Heh.. Provided i'm not lazy to upload la :P

Anyway, when UBIN today to CYCLE!

With that siao char bor's classmates :)

Oh man. I'm the only one from Ngee ann. Man! So left out!

But well.. her classmates all very friendly la.. lucky.. and me being the introvert ... Sigh.. you guys know la hor? :)

*Pictures might look blur. All taken with my phone. 2MP. NOT BAD LIAO LA. Lazy to bring camera along ( which i regretted. )*

Picture i took before i left home. Was supposed to MORNING CALL yuzzie at 7.45am la! End up. She called me at 8.45am ( and only then did i really wake up.. ).

DAMN! I'm super late! ( And can see yuz very :S:S:S la. So i offered to cab down. )

Lolx.. What to do. I'm late :(

( BP to Changi lei. Lol! )

Oh Well. Met up with her classmates. And.... took the bumboat to Ubin.

( Nothing really interesting here. So i'll just skip the whole bumboat ride. Maybe because i still don't quite know her classmates... )

Well. Doesn't look like we first met right? LOL!

Someone said ( when we are on the bumboat ), "Aiya, we are all youngster. Want to mix around. Very EASY one la..."

Lol! Well said man. Technically speaking. I'm still a young youth ( considering my birthday STILL isn't passed. :) 1 more week! Haha! )

Picture taken right outside the jetty. Picture taken by this cute auntie who shared the bumboat with us. My phone, once you take a picture, there will have this 2 arrows turning ( which signals loading.. )... And the auntie keep "Eh.. will turn.. will turn.. will turn means take liao right?" in chinese. Super funny la! Lolx!

Reached Norddin beach ( with me being their guide of the day. Man. They are so honoured. Lol! ) Snapped yuz's picture after she kept turning away from the cam. What?!? SHY? YOU? LIKE REAL!

They are spraying insect repellent... And taking pictures :).... Edward ( the guy in cap ) brought along his big ass speakers ( which he made for a project in school. How cool is that?!? ) and blasted music his way through ubin. Cool man!...

JUST as we thought it will rain, we seeked shelter at another shelther ( not the shelter on top.. )... and JUST when we thought it wouldn't rain and that we have enough time to at least get to the jetty ( for makan and stuff.. ).. and JUST when we left the shelter....

IT BLARDY STARTED RAINING LA!....

Man. No choice. Chiong in the rain... then reached this shelther on top.

Met some ang mo from New Zealand there... was a high school teacher for music ( damn cool right! ) away on a holiday retreat in singapore.. and came to check ubin out on his own. Man. He's damn on. Chatted with him... and got to know each other.

Oh. His name is David. And when we parted, we said hope to see each other again. And then, we really bumped into him while cycling later on. Ubin is such a small island...

After ~~hiding~~ seeking shelther... when the rain subsized, we went to the jetty for makan!

Kindda like high tea..? Lol! And the coconuts. MAN! YOU JUST GOTTA TRY! ( <--- Do i sound like a sua gu..? Lol! )

Oh! We saw temples there! So being the ~~devoted~~ ~~sinful~~ adventurous few... we went up and ... sortta offered our prayers la. Hope we didn't make too much noise and caused displeasure instead.
Picture of the temple. :) Jeslin ( That siao char bor's classmate ) says that she actually frequent this place when she was still super young. Someone.. goes.. to UBIN to PRAY? Hello?!?

Oh yeah. Signboard which caught out attention ... which lead us up to the temple mentioned on top :)...
Nice View! We rode around and saw yet another sign to yet another temple! And thus, to ~~repay for our sins~~ check things out, we went in... and saw the view. NICE MAN! This is... erm.. wht leaves? Dunno la. Those in the cartoons with frogs on them. Yeah. The pond is FULL of them. Nice la!

Hibicus...? Spelt like that? Not sure la. But there are lots of flowery around! Very nice place. Just right smack in front of a temple! :).. We stayed there for quite some time while they sortta screwed someone who wanted to pang seh them on the phone la. Lol! Right in front of a temple man.

Sinful.. sinful...

And thus, we went in again.. This is a larger temple.. with places for different type of gods... Very scary... Yuz even asked me..."You see those statues.. you won't scared ah.."

Which of course i replied... No.. of course man. I'm MANLY... LOL! ( THIS IS JUST A JOKE. )

No la. I'm used to those statues. Lol! Yuz must pray more often. Yuz is sinful!

Picture taken on the way to check out OBS campsite. This is the rope obstacle for MCC resort ( the resorts in UBIN. )... Chalet style sia! Super nice place. Shall get someone ( or a group... depending on who's on enough ) to go there for chalet.. morning cycle. Night time star gaze. SHIOK!

Picture i took while waiting for a few turtles behind. Can see yuz in the background. Wah. Got da jie da style ah! :)... And i look very smug right? Not intended hor! Lol!

Yet ANOTHER temple! :) Told ya we are devoted :).... Picture of our bicycles parked at the side while we check the temple out :)... Man.. today we added lots of karma to ourself ah! Ha!

Saw this graffit at UBIN. The UBIN style man. *Music* Uh.. uh.. Yeah~ Oh yeh!.. Uh.. uh.. Yeah~ Oh yeh!... Uh! Uh! Eh, why you.. uh.. why you..uh.. why you so.. uh.. like that uh... uh! uh! Eh~ buy me.. uh.. drink la.. uh uh! *Music*

*Edit - I have no TOTALLY idea what i'm saying here. I really do surprise myself sometimes :)*

Muahahhaa! We LOVE COOKIE MONSTER! :)...

Thought it looked so familiar. Then ring the bell goes. Evelyn's display pic! She and Marcus also took picture here! Haha! No wonder la...

And.. of course.. couldn't resist the temptation.. :)..

*Munch munch.. wherrrss mmmmmmmmiiii cooookkkiieeee?!?!?*

Oh! Did i mention? The cute auntie who helped us took our picture opens a coffeeshop in UBIN! :) We patronize her stall the whole day ( meaning we go there everytime we got needs [ like makaning.. ]... ) And yeah. We chilled out there too... and played blackjack! :)

Lol! Kindda weird to be playing blackjack there.. but ya. Nothing to do ma... and we gambled! Ah!!! I only know them today! I swear!

For those who wants to patronize also... the signboard is here... SIN LAM HUAT. Just go to the cute auntie and say "Yes yes. My camera take picture liao also will turn turn one.." and she will know who recommand you :)

We returned our bikes early.. :(... cause we all had things on at night and a number of them are going ZOUK! MAN! FREE ENTRY TO ZOUK. AND THEY ASK ME TO GO.

Sigh. Too bad la. I got things on :(.. can't go..

Anyway, Have a nice day. Yep. I really had one :)

Picture on the bumboat :)... There was this cute girl on board along with us who kept us entertained the trip back.. cute la!

We are total camwhores man. All this picture is solely from my HP. Thousands still over at other's HP. :).. Unfornately they all still at ZOUK as i am typing this.. so ya..

Way and back from Pulau Ubin :)

Oh! The uncle of the cute girl on the bumboat offered to send us to somewhere... either toa payoh or hougang.. but we requested costa sand..

Conversation goes like this.

Uncle: Toa Payoh!

Yuz: Uncle! Coasta Sands!

Uncle: No cannot. Hougang!

Yuz: Coasta Sands!

Uncle: Hougang!

Yuz: Coasta Sands!!

Uncle: Bye bye!

*Proceeds to drive off.*

Lol! Super funny la! That uncle damn nice person :)

After which, i accompanied dear Yuz to Coasta Sands to retrive her baobei - A jersery with her name on it -.-"

Man. Someone can be blur enough to go to chalet with 2 bags of clothes.. and only return with 1.

Lol!

Oh oh! YUZ IS AT ZOUK AS I AM TYPING THIS! MUAHAHAHA!

Psycho success!

I was psychoing her the whole trip back to go with her classmates.. ask her go see see look look.. hahahahaha!

Next time can jio her go clubbing liao.. muahahahaha!

To think she die die don't want to go.. Words can make wonders man :)...

Haha!

Wah! I think this is a damn long entry lei! So long nv type! Heh! Have to wake up early tomorrow for meeting and tuition ah! Sianz!

Fun day! Enjoyed myself. Thanks guys :)

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.

K-ed!

2006-09-25T22:12:00.000+08:00

~~Didn't have anything to do so i came online to blog.~~

Just came back home from kster. With one crazy char bor.

Though it was with one crazy char bor, i still enjoyed :) *grins*

Man. How long has it been sinced i last k-ed? And kster is so cheap! $10 each ( still got change left somemore.. )..

And and! I got a free membership card from them! ( Muahaha.. I sounded so much like an uncle. )

Maybe.. maybe.. the counter girl see me handsome then gave it to me free :)

I knew she had designs on me! Ahhh!

Anyway, song la today. Didn't really got lost from that char bor's guiding.. lolx...

Eh. That char bor must be PMS-ing now.

C'oz c'oz.. we had dinner.. and she was sms-ing 8 of her friends on some trip details ( basically, she is organising a trip somewhere la...and then. The message she typed was 3 pages long. To 8 people.

And to her horror, something when terribly wrong with her phone's network. And it just... kept... sending.. the same msg!

OMFG!

1 person received a total of AT LEAST 70 same msgs! At least! Meaning it could well go over a 100plus for each!

And to think when someone first called her to complain she is flooding his inbox, that char bor says that it's okie. She got a thousand SMS free -.-"...

Lol!..

*Okie. I shall stop here. If not. That char bor is gonna kill me.. *

Must be super bad mood.. c'oz she bit my finger on our way back home.

!!!!!!!!

Or maybe for revenge... c'oz i bit her toe while in kster ( Eh. Hard to explain. She kindda wriggled her toes in front of my and taunted me to bit it. LOL! Of course i BITE la! ). Ahh.. That's another story altogether.

( Actually, come to think of it, I kindda taunted her to bit my finger also la. But but but! She bit and bit and applied pressure still when i already "ouched!".. )

Mei liang xin.

Got plenty of photos and videos of us k-ing ( or rather, that char bor k-ing. How i self potrait sia. -.-" )... but that char bor don't let me upload.

Liew.

Nvm. I see if i can moziac the face :)....

Heh!

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.

Hiatus!

2006-09-25T11:49:00.000+08:00

What have i been doing lately..??

Camps. Work. Proposals.

Every single day got things on.

Heh. So much for my holidays eh?

Anyway, really.. really.. sorry for no updates.

Just don't feel like updating la.

( Sorry to those people who checks here everyday :) )

....

Will promise to try and infect back the blogging bug. No worries.

Anyway, saw jerrine ( my customer for the IT show ) on MRT. Not sure if it's her though. We look at each other so long -.-"

Wanted to sms or call her. But. I LOSE HER CONTACT.

Lol!

So no choice. Wait she online next time. Then i ask her ba.

Meanwhile. Good luck to those J1s having promos.

And J2 having A's soon.

I'm going out soon.

Kbox. Here i come..

Kiak kiak kiak kiak kiak!

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.

I'll update again... soon....?

2006-09-23T04:43:00.000+08:00

People have been telling me to update.

My reply? Ha.. Soon. No mood now.

Guess they miss sommeone entetertaining them with crappy entries ( like this one -.-" )

Partly is also my blogskin la. Wanted to change it.. then start blogging.. but well.. still busy with things on hand..

Like.. I have to wake up 5 hours later to go school to see the rope obstacles to be used for astro training camp.

In like. 15 days. I'm turning 18.

Haiz. Dunno what to update also la. Guess... I'll update soon.. With pictures and stuff. Just bought a 1GB mini SD card for my phone... so able to house lots of pictures. Been snapping everywhere..

Oh Oh. Happy birthday Qui Wen.

And jia you SQ! :)

What happened recently? Dunno.

Oh. Blury went laos yesterday ( technically speaking, today is saturday ).

Bon Voyage.

Now. Sweet dreams until 5 hours later.. for more work.

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.

Fucking grades.

2006-09-15T09:52:00.000+08:00

MODULE	CREDIT UNIT	GRADE	ATTEMPT	REMARKS
BUSINESS LAW	4.00	B	1
BUSINESS MANAGEMENT	4.00	B	1
EXPLORING PHOTOGRAPHY	2.00	C+	1
MULTIMEDIA & WORKGROUP APPLICATIONS	4.00	B+	1
PRINCIPLES OF MARKETING	4.00	C+	1
SERIOUS FUN WITH E-GAMES DESIGN	2.00	A	1
WEB DATABASE APPLICATIONS	4.00	C	1

Don't tell me anything. I dropped from 3.5 to 2.875.

Nice one. There goes my GPA. There goes my Uni.

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.

Busy!

2006-09-15T00:11:00.000+08:00

Have a lot of things to write.. but i'm damn short of time!

Have to type out the agenda for Adam and clarence first.. before i'm really "free" for the night..

And and.. i have to wake up damn early tml! Check results! Ahh!

After which i'm going ubin to camp. 3days 2 nights.

Cya guys 3 days later :)...

Gonna bring camera there. Back with photos.. i promise :)

Oh oh.. another entry tml morning. Results day :S

Wish me good luck guys!

Good luck to all too!

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.

NPCC

2006-09-14T00:17:00.000+08:00

Ah!

Went down to NPCC today after a zillion donkey years.. for lance corporal promotion test.

Dunno how many donkey years never go down liao la!

Think Miss Phang shocked that i was there.. in FULL UNIFORM somemore. Lolx..

I succeed the Guo wei legacy man. One year wear 3 times full u only. Lol!...

Anyway, conducted LCP promotion.. and people say i very fierce.

DAMN!

I ... got... fierce... meh..?

Lolx.. actually got la. Promotion test ma. Can smile smile joke joke one meh..?

I heard... the sec 1s complain to li wen ( when i wasn't there obviously.. ).. that when i called them out one by one by names... they all shivering...

Muahahhaa!

I'm evil :)...

Purposely one la! Promotion test lei!

Even raf says i'm a good nice NCO before i became CI. Wahahhaaha!

I very nice one la... only a bit fierce when it requires me to be...

Ah...

And oh! Went mahjong with the same old kakis... reason being moses finally POP-ed and had some time off... so ya.. lolx..

Won a little money la. Just for fun..we play small :)...

Gonna go massage tml ( if still on... adam haven reply my sms.. )... and tuition for gilbert.

After that, bag packing for ubin!

I'm gonna go there... look after my childrens ( sec 2s... )... and teach other CIs about star gazing!

Man. I miss ubin's sky.

And of course. Squadmates from my CI course. We gonna have fun :)

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.

Smelly beancurd and HP!

2006-09-12T00:03:00.000+08:00

Was about to blog.. but was held up on MSN.

Stupid MSN screwed up... was pretty pissed off actually.. then remembered windows messenger.. so i used it first.

And then....

I went online... and saw Kah heng and nic.

Damn! Both of them using Msn Live!....

And.. and .. and... THEY REFUSED TO TELL ME THE SOLUTIONS.

WTF!

Charged me $30 somemore.

HENG AH. I nv pay him...

*Special thanks to the person who provided me with the solutions :)....*

Anyway, to those up till now dunno the solutions...

( this one i copied and pasted from the solution SQ gave me.. i didn't use this solution.. but ya.. it's the same.. and it also works.... )

Tell you, go open notepad, open document from there, open this document C:\windows\system32\drivers\etc\hosts. After that, type this 65.54.239.80 messenger.hotmail.com anywhere in the notepad document and save. Then try logging in again. (: MSN sucks, by the way.

There. Problem solved :)....

Muahahahaha...

See.. i provided FREE okie.. not like those faggots.. damn!

Ahhhhh nvm.... back to my blog entry.. :)...

I haven blogged.. for ages! ( Or so it seems... )...

I'm busy! Ha!...

Yeah. As always...

And i've just got my new phone :)... Using the same one as Yuz....

The cheapest 3G phone around.. got it at kindda cheap price...

Mostly importantly is the plan la.. student plan from now. 1k sms.. wootz!...

Been barely surviving on 500!

And so, now you guys can call me and talk to me while looking at my suave face ( don't cough :) )...

And oh, finally a built-in camera which is decent enough... ( 2 mp not bad liao.. ).. and phone with bluetooth function.. so can transfer pics to com to upload...

Which means.. i can snap pictures anytime now.. so look forward to more pics from me ( only when i'm hardworking enough to upload it .. haha! )... :)... not gonna bring my camera around so much from now...

....

Yeah. Just yesterday, i went to ... experience something.... of life..

With Yuz...

Damn.

We. Ate. Smelly. Beancurd.

I tell you, that is the one and only time i'm gonna put that thing in my mouth.

Hell. The rubbish dump smells better!

AND IT TASTED THE SAME WAY IT SMELLS!

WTF LA!

I still remember the remarks by chu xiang.... saying what... it will get nicer after chewing it.

PI LA!

And veron telling yuz that the smelly beancurd there is "so damn bloody nice".

I got a guts feeling... it's so damn bloody "nice".

AHHHH!

I still stomached it la. What to do. I told yuz we HAVE to finish. So bo pian.

Eh.. i very on one okie -.-"

Man. The taste is like.... ( just a crude example of it.. ).... you know..? Someone not washing his feets and the dirt in his toenails.. or something.

Damn Seriously. I rather swallow rubbish next time.

LOL!

Be adventurous...?

Try....

THIS?

Think again.

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.

Test.

2006-09-07T03:40:00.000+08:00

Was about to go to sleep when i read this.

C. 你是屬於草香形象

你擁有非常堅強的意志，不依賴他人，給人獨來獨往的印象。你擁有旺盛的好奇心與豐富的感受性，是個過著知性生活的現代人。驟看下你是個自命清高，不好相處的人，但是一旦跟你交談後，就知道你很好相處，等到交情加深之後，就更知道你其實擁有很爽快的個性。

你所擁有的中性化魅力，讓你不論在男性團體或女性團體都大受歡迎，不過你不喜歡讓人看到你脆弱的一面。你外表上看來也許很冷靜，但實際上卻是熱情如火。

能夠知道你真正本性的人，才能夠跟你天長地久地交往下去。

First thing when i read this. OMFG.

The last. Sentence. Is. So. Damn. True.

能夠知道你真正本性的人，才能夠跟你天長地久地交往下去。

Heh!...

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.

Holidays!

2006-09-05T22:52:00.000+08:00

2 days of rest!

Don't worry guys. I'm still alive and kicking :).

c'xept that my voice haven recover la... not that i care.. i'm still singing on the top of my voice now at home :)...

Ha...

So. Quite like the start of holidays now.

Still got things to do. Heng ah. Just that.. i don't really have a decent holiday job... well.. maybe yes.. if you count being a tutor as one. Pay isn't that good as compared to a full-time job la.. but well... i'm a busy man.. and my "booked" days are so scattered... one here one there.. can't really get a decent job like that. Guess i'll have to make do.

Heh! Anyway, won't waste this holidays. Definitely! I'm going gym and swimming tml! After that, astro meeting. Packed day tomorrow...

Now that it's holidays.. time to get back efficient me.

Got loads of things to think about. Like..

1) Program for astro. KH on attachment. I'm VP CUM Program head now. How nice -.-".

2) Ambition. Get the things sorted.. and i'm ready to get customers in le.

3) NPCC. I'm going to ATC ( which is next week btw.. ). Can't bear throwing Li Wen alone with all the old birds. Confirm kenna bully! And oh, I'm gonna go for POP this friday also. I need a hair trim SOON!

4) Tuition. What's best for Gilbert. How to teach him.. and get his grades up. Pressure comes when you are tutoring someone your dad knows -.-"

5) Getting a decent job ( if it IS possible... )

Hmm.. top 5 of my list :).

And my secret no.6. Master the guitar. I can play some songs now.. but it's still rather chunky.. and... my fingering ( haha! Sounds wrong! ) isn't that good yet. Hey hey! I'm learning!

Hmmm.. this holiday will in a interesting one.

I forsee a holiday.. with gaming... DVDs... Fun.. Outings.. Trips...

Heh! ( Veron must be green with envy liao.. )

And OH! CLUBBING :).. My birthday so happen to fall within the holidays.. woohoo! :)

( Anyway, i qualify as veron's good friend sia.. she mentioned me.. :) Guest appearance! Haha! )

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.

Comex 2006

2006-09-03T00:08:00.000+08:00

I'm disappointed.

Every sales job i worked. I used to be the top sales. Not that it matters alot to me, but well... my sales figures has always been not bad.

Sadly. This Comex IT SHOW is not my show.

3 days.. and i've only sold 11 sets.

Firstly, it kicked off when i was terribly sick... losing my voice.

That's like... a job which requires persuasion...? And i'm losing my voice?....

HAIZ.

Sianz la. I sold so little.. and my patience wearing thin.

Some customers. Waste your time only. Talk and talk. 45 mins. Then... walk away.

I consecutively serve 2 kind of this type of customers.. then i sianz liao -.-"

Haiz.... mentally not efficient enough la...

**

Oh. Veron went to the IT show to look for me. Man! She's the sweetest :).. ( Thanks! ) ..

She bought me a pack of strepsils... which i tell you... TOTALLY saved my ass today.

Early in the morning.. not much voice left. I don't have any sweets left... throat dry and stuff.. and suddenly.. she pop up and tadah! Sweets! Strepsils!

WOohoo! Thanks veron :).. I own you one dinner.. remember ah! LOL!

While on the way home.. i coughed machiam i kenna TB lidat ( as also described by adam.. )... then i pop one into my mouth.. wah.. immediately the effect is shown... ( 2nd time saved my life.. lol! )...

See.. i not wang en fu yi one hor... i own you one dinner..! Lolx!!.

Meanwhile.. i brought cam there.. but i don't have time ( and energy or mood ) to take pictures.. No sales already very sianz liao.... So no pictures ba.

I'm gonna go get some rest.. and adjust my thoughts and feelings.

I'm gonna sell more today ( technically speaking, today is Sunday. )

I'm gonna sell more today.

I'm gonna sell more today.

Wish me good luck guys.

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.

Heartaches...

2006-08-30T20:35:00.000+08:00

Hell. Finished my talk at Fajar Sec.

Gonna be little updates from tomorrow onwards. Gonna start scamming people at EXPO tomorrow to buy Acer labby or computers.

Hell. 2 hours journey there! Total of 4 hour journey to and fro.

Haiz.

Oh well. I have to work. Wish that i sell more ba.

Anyway, was reading friend's blog.

And yes. That friend.. really.. took the path i walked. Damn.

Haiz. I dunno what to say la. I already "kan kai" liao.

At most... i'll go seek enlightenment at a temple or something. Get shaved and become a monk.

Lolx!

I mean.. that's the worst it can happen right?

And to date, non had died from heartaches from a relationship ( as in, only from heartaches... heh... )... as far as i know.

Look on the bright side ba....

See my MSN nick? Time will indeed heal everything.

Ahhhh.. robin enlightenment?

Hmmm. Maybe.

I'm a free man now.

I want to keep reminding myself. I'm a free man now.

....

Right..?

RIGHT.

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.

Holidays!

2006-08-29T14:31:00.000+08:00

Seems like a long time sinced i last blogged.

Hmm. Nothing much happened recently though. Been camping at home and watching show.

So.. yeah. I'm left with a some time before going to school for astro meeting. So will just update yeah.

Hmmm. What to do during the holidays?

1) Get all my misc stuff sorted.
2) Work
3) Camps.

That pretty much sums up everything.

Gonna start planning my NCO mod camp at december, ANE at december.. and going for ( most probably ) ATC at pulau ubin on 15th september ba. And oh, red camp for ambassador.

Ambition thingy and stuff.. hell lot of things to get sorted out.

And.. work. Currently only got IT show on 31 aug to 3 september on hand.. and tuition. Maybe gonna find more to earn extra cash.

I need extra cash!

Gonna save up for backpacking trip if possible... and Canada trip ba.

Met KPT yesterday. So turn out that she is meeting Xi Mei who is my supervisor in SAFRA for lunch.. and it so happened that Xi Mei turned out to be adam brother's classmate. So ya. All know each other.. so had lunch together.

Xi Mei is going to canada to further studies.. exactly the same uni KPT went to.. so KPT's going to visit her. KPT asked us along.. hmmm.. saying she be out guide... around next year.

Wah. That's like. A minimum of 3k for both backpacking and canada. Damn.

Lolx...

I wanna go overseas. Wanna see things more broadly... get to know more things..

And oh! I MIGHT be going to taiwan early next year. KPT say she help me ask her contacts for my attachment to taiwan. 2 and a half months there! If really succeed, it's gonna be WOOHOO! ( And if THAT happens, yuzzie... no need you to bring me around liao. How about i bring you around? Lol.. )

Hope so la. Everything's still pending. Haiz.

Anyone got job to recommand...?

: )

I'm a free man.

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.

Treating some people..

2006-08-28T00:05:00.000+08:00

Kindda busy now. Updates later i guess.

Yuzzie. Take care. Don't think too much -.-"

Some people just derserve to be treated in some way. Don't worry :)

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.

Special thanks.. to yuzzie.. :)

2006-08-25T02:40:00.000+08:00

Ripping through the gaps in the red clouds with my tattered wings says:
erm.. *cough* robin.. *cough* u know u can make it de lah..*cought* with your calibre.. there's a will there's a way..*cough* and with your drop-dead gorgeous good looks *cough* go charm ur lectuerer lah.. *spin around and drop dead*
[林汉良] +|M3 W!|| H34| 3v3Ry+H!n9.... My heart aches. [ Spongebob Squarepants : ) ] says:
nice.
[林汉良] +|M3 W!|| H34| 3v3Ry+H!n9.... My heart aches. [ Spongebob Squarepants : ) ] says:
i'm gonna.
[林汉良] +|M3 W!|| H34| 3v3Ry+H!n9.... My heart aches. [ Spongebob Squarepants : ) ] says:
....
[林汉良] +|M3 W!|| H34| 3v3Ry+H!n9.... My heart aches. [ Spongebob Squarepants : ) ] says:
....
[林汉良] +|M3 W!|| H34| 3v3Ry+H!n9.... My heart aches. [ Spongebob Squarepants : ) ] says:
...
Ripping through the gaps in the red clouds with my tattered wings says:
blog?
Ripping through the gaps in the red clouds with my tattered wings says:
:D
[林汉良] +|M3 W!|| H34| 3v3Ry+H!n9.... My heart aches. [ Spongebob Squarepants : ) ] says:
thank you in my blog
[林汉良] +|M3 W!|| H34| 3v3Ry+H!n9.... My heart aches. [ Spongebob Squarepants : ) ] says:
:)
Ripping through the gaps in the red clouds with my tattered wings says:
am i going to have another guest appearance!?!?!?!?
[林汉良] +|M3 W!|| H34| 3v3Ry+H!n9.... My heart aches. [ Spongebob Squarepants : ) ] says:
-.-

Thank you. Yuzzie :).. For that WONDERFUL encouragment -.-..........

( YOU GO DIE LA. )

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.

Conversation

2006-08-25T02:11:00.000+08:00

[林汉良] +|M3 W!|| H34| 3v3Ry+H!n9.... My heart aches. [ Spongebob Squarepants : ) ] says:
-.-
Ripping through the gaps in the red clouds with my tattered wings says:
lol
Ripping through the gaps in the red clouds with my tattered wings says:
must concentrate leh
Ripping through the gaps in the red clouds with my tattered wings says:
DONT COME AND TALK TO MI LEH
Ripping through the gaps in the red clouds with my tattered wings says:
DONE SEE UR WINDOW GO BLING BLING THEN U GO CLICK LEH!!!!

Ripping through the gaps in the red clouds with my tattered wings just sent you a Nudge!

You have just sent a Nudge!

Ripping through the gaps in the red clouds with my tattered wings says:
IGNORE MY NUDGE HOR
Ripping through the gaps in the red clouds with my tattered wings says:
-.-
[林汉良] +|M3 W!|| H34| 3v3Ry+H!n9.... My heart aches. [ Spongebob Squarepants : ) ] says:
hold on
[林汉良] +|M3 W!|| H34| 3v3Ry+H!n9.... My heart aches. [ Spongebob Squarepants : ) ] says:
i'm gonna blog this
[林汉良] +|M3 W!|| H34| 3v3Ry+H!n9.... My heart aches. [ Spongebob Squarepants : ) ] says:
LOL
Ripping through the gaps in the red clouds with my tattered wings says:
-.-
Ripping through the gaps in the red clouds with my tattered wings says:
wth
Ripping through the gaps in the red clouds with my tattered wings says:
aww man..
Ripping through the gaps in the red clouds with my tattered wings says:
I'M UR INSPIRATION SIA!!!
Ripping through the gaps in the red clouds with my tattered wings says:
:S

Look guys.

LOOK.

LOOK.

LOOK!

THIS IS HOW YUZZIE BHB.

Lolx!

It's the same as.... pointing at some picture and asking people to not look at it.

( If you don't get the irony, when you point at something, you meant to draw attention to that thing. )

Nice. Now i know, why they are called 38s -.-.

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.

Screwed papers.

2006-08-22T12:43:00.000+08:00

Walked through atrium today.... and surprised to see so many people i know.

Got up the bus. Same. So many people i know.

What a day.

Not in the mood to talk.

Screwed up both my potential A paper.

Haiz.

Sorry guys if i seem weird today.

I need sleep.

Updates when i feel like it.

Don't look. It will get worse.

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.

Quote.

2006-08-20T20:25:00.000+08:00

I feel for my friend.

Really.

Just when it was time for exams, someone close to him moved on to the other world.

And that friend wasn't doing very good in studies this sem either.

As quoted from DA .

"We live to fuck. But life turns around and fucks us in the ass." -desperate addict

Fucked. Must be what my friend is feeling at the moment.

Jia you. Brace yourself together.

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.

Damn. I'm GOOD.

2006-08-19T22:49:00.000+08:00

[林汉良] +|M3 W!|| H34| 3v3Ry+H!n9.... My heart aches. says:
now

[林汉良] +|M3 W!|| H34| 3v3Ry+H!n9.... My heart aches. says:
a more consuctive one

[林汉良] +|M3 W!|| H34| 3v3Ry+H!n9.... My heart aches. says:
constructive personal msg

*At this time, my personal message stands at

"My aim : Director's list. - Then jolly well study god damn it. [ Learning. The . Strings ]"*

- p S o - J e R e - p S o - says:
O_O

- p S o - J e R e - p S o - says:
wishlist

[林汉良] +|M3 W!|| H34| 3v3Ry+H!n9.... My heart aches. says:
NO

[林汉良] +|M3 W!|| H34| 3v3Ry+H!n9.... My heart aches. says:
putting what i learnt into use

[林汉良] +|M3 W!|| H34| 3v3Ry+H!n9.... My heart aches. says:
remember BMGT?

[林汉良] +|M3 W!|| H34| 3v3Ry+H!n9.... My heart aches. says:
setting goals

[林汉良] +|M3 W!|| H34| 3v3Ry+H!n9.... My heart aches. says:
what are the benefits?

- p S o - J e R e - p S o - says:
zzz

- p S o - J e R e - p S o - says:
SMART

[林汉良] +|M3 W!|| H34| 3v3Ry+H!n9.... My heart aches. says:
( FUCK. I DUN REMEMBER A SINGLE THING )

[林汉良] +|M3 W!|| H34| 3v3Ry+H!n9.... My heart aches. says:
lolx!

Wahahhaa! I'm damn good i tell you. See.. i can say until Mr Jeremiah says i'm SMART. Maybe.. maybe.. I REALLY AM! LOLX!

Hahahaha...

Okie la. BMGT also says, need to have a dedicated workforce and a manager who's willing to slog his guts out in order to carry out the goal.

Man. Who says i've learnt nothing from BMGT. Though i dunno all the crap... I'm still able to apply sia. LOL...

Damn.. I'm good.

^^

~~*Skids of kiddy-lish to play!*~~

*Painfully pick up my notes again*

-.-"

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.

Backpack Travelling!!

2006-08-19T18:53:00.000+08:00

Damn.

Been slacking for most of today. Ahhhh!

I do every single thing, but to study ( which includes visiting the same few blogs over and over again to check for updates. )

Haiz.

Anyway, exams are around the corner ( 2 more days to be exact.. ), and i'm thinking of playing already.

Remember yuzzie told me not long ago, about how she feels like going for backpack travelling.

Come to think of it. I'm hooked onto the idea!

Imagine... going to some unknown places ( either alone or with friends ), squeezing at some budget cheap hostels.. then shopping and eating freely...

Damn. I love that man.

I'm hooked. To the extend that i've even checked out budget airlines prices to place i want go!

Places like hongkong and taiwan. Only 300 odd for 1 week lei!

Woohoo!

I want to go backpack!

Most probably taiwan.. Heh! ( Sucker! Yuzzie is at taiwan at the moment! Making me jealous -.-" ... she's.. enjoying.. while i'm MUGGING. AHHHH!!! )

Wanted to go hong kong also la.. but... there... canto -.-.. i dunno how to speak. LOL.

So ya. Taiwan best choice now :)

I calculated.. hmmm..

Budget of 1k should be more more more then enough le. Included inside is budget for a huge shopping spree.. hehe!

And if possible. I want to go during next year june holidays ( izzit june? Eh... dunno la.. the long long 1 and a half month holiday.. )..

See.. see.. -.-"

I say until so happy.

Exams 2 days later liao la uncle -.-"

Sigh...

Nonetheless.. this will be my motivation till next year ;)

Woohoo!

*Sudden change in mood*

HAIZ. STUDY TIME.

Marketing today. Gonna finish reading through. Not gonna memorise. Seems quite simple right?
Haiz.

*Yan Xian reminded me yesterday. My aim. Director's list! Though the tunnel is dark and seemingly endless.. i'll perseverse on! Till light at the end of the tunnel!*

For my director's list.

Jia you, I will...

Work hard, you guys must too...

Yoda, i am..

Wahahaha!

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.

Hard work day!

2006-08-18T23:52:00.000+08:00

Woohoo!

Finally! The pictures load finish!

Was supposed to be blogging before i jog, but well.. the pictures and the connections screwed up.... so i went jogging first....

Hell. Busy day! I'm working hard man!

Just look at the amount of notes i made! Muahahaha! Me! Make notes! Man. I'm gonna TIO 4D soon liao la. Robin doing the impossible! Lolx..

Of course. I entertained myself between intervals also la..

Like this. I ~~koped~~ bro's guitar and played around with it. Remember my last holiday resolutions? I'm ashamed to say.. i nv fulfill it :(.. so.. this holiday... i'll turn myself into a guitar pro. Muahaha.

And when my fingers hurts from all the strumming... The keyboard! Kindda small.. my organ spoilt. Damn. No choice. Have to make do with this.

Heh. IF you guys dunno. I learn organ before one okie.. Me is got music background one.. lolx..!

My earphones. Studying while listenning to music. Lolx.. look at my notes in the background!

Lastly, picture of my desk. Pardon the messy-ness... ( notice the things looked like it's all shoved to one side. Well.. it IS shoved to one side. LOL. Lazy to tidy up la.. maybe.. after exams? LOL :P )

Ahhh.. Finished. Study time :(

Man, i'm already looking forward to friday liao. AF Chalet. Where mahjong, drinks, BBQ, Fun all awaits. Muahahaha...

Blaw. Here i come! S19(5) CA, S216 CA, Whatever shit Sections. Bring it on man!

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.

Irony.

2006-08-17T21:05:00.000+08:00

There.

Picture of my plug ( izzit spelt lidat?!? ). For shooting okie! Mai siao siao.. Haha...

If you can't read what is says, it says.
"National Police Cadet Corps
Cadet Inspectors' Basic Training Course
December 2004
Best Male Shooter
Lim Han Liang Robin"

Hee..

Okie la. I'm bored. From BMGTing.

I tell you. I'm god.

No, really. I am.

I'm at the last chapter of BMGT ALREADY!

Woohoo! That's some achievement right?

Now... come congrats me ...!

But.. but!

If you ask me what i learnt... I'm... SPEECHLESS.

OMFG.

I actually read and read and read like a freaking zombie and don't know what is going on. AHHHHH!

Sigh. I have to re-read. ( Or i'll just go to sleep and try harder tml. -.-" )

Sigh. It's irony man.

I'm reading notes on motivation when i don't even have motivation to study.

Ha..

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.

Shooting Competition

2006-08-17T17:07:00.000+08:00

I don't believe it.

I actually turned down a shooting competition to STUDY.

MAN! How long has it been sinced i last shot?

My hands are damn itchy!

No choice. Miss Phang just sms-ed me a few minutes ago... saying there is shooting competition this SAT.

OMFG.

BMGT on Monday.
Blaw on Tuesday
Marketing on Wednesday
WDA on Friday.

HOW TO GO!

All heavy topics!

( And for your information, I'm only at the second chapter of BMGT.. and i'm dying. Like.. 8 more chapters to go? Hell lot of terminology! Ahhh! )

Damn. Damn. Damn!

The next shooting competition is dunno when loh!..

Ahhhh!

Sigh. No choice.

I relish the feeling of holding revolver. Aiming. BANG! And in it goes into the target board. Damn.

I LOVED shooting lohz. I got prove okie! ( Wait till i get back home and take picture.. )

And oh.. did I tell anyone that i want to be ( if possble.. ) a sniper during NS...?

Those sharpshooter kind.. one bullet one kill.. wootz!

Haha...

Okie la. Can see i'm damn bored to be talking about all these things right?

Haiz. Still got more chapters to cover.

Jia you to those studying also. Mugging isn't good for health. But it's good for grades.

Jia you ba.

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.

Overslept. Studies!

2006-08-17T14:32:00.000+08:00

I got a shock the moment i woke up.

Damn! I slept for so long!

Supposed to wake up at 10.00am. I woke up at 2pm instead!

Ahhh! No time to study!

Must be subconsiously, i'm tired from thjog yesterday. LOL.

Sigh. Exams around the corner. I haven touch anything yet. HAVE TO TOUCH TODAY.

No more procastination Robin!

Guess.. I'll be camping at macdonalds alone later.

BMGT. Finish it today! -.-"

( Yeah yeah. Fat hope -.- )

Gonna prepare then go mac study le.. ( .. maybe after lunch.. )

Updates later at mac when i'm bored.. maybe..

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.

Night thoughts

2006-08-16T14:36:00.000+08:00

沉默不代表不知道发生了什么事。

还记得前一阵子我说过我想找回以前的我吗？

我觉得。。。很快就有结果了。

关于现在的我，也没什么不好。。。但我还是比较喜欢以前的我。

关于在我身边发生的是，沉默不代表无知。

有些是，不是我不想给意见。。。或去面对。。。而是，我不知该说什么好。。不知怎么去面对。

所以，还是保持沉默比较好一些。

希望。我能尽快的学会。。

如何坦然的面对事情。

I laid on my bed yesterday night. Thinking.

Lots of things. And i had lots of answer.

People say the night time is a good time for reflections. How true.

I know... my direction from now on.

I know... my wants and needs already.

I feel... free.. suddenly. LOLX..

It's as if... it's so clear yet i can't see it in front of me.

A path initially covered with dead leaves, now swept clean and laid in front of me.

I *think* my drive is coming back.

This holiday will be a busy one.

What a fruitful night.

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.

Battles!

2006-08-15T23:44:00.000+08:00

Was at mac earlier trying to study.

Well, trying. C'oz my sister kept fidgetting and it's very distracting.

Yep, have to bring my pesky sister along.. c'oz she will be alone at home and my parents will nag -.-"

Anyway, was concentrating well until... my friends came.. or maybe it's because of the topic. Damn.

All the stupid sections thingy and i have to remember every single one of them! Without a textbook!

I'm screwed. Ah!

Stucked there. Didn't managed to continue. Sigh.

Was initially planning to go running.. but i drank water and i forgot about it. ( Everytime i go jogging, i'll refrain from drinking and eating for 2 hours before the jog. If not, will get stitches.. )..

Sigh.. Guess i have to wake up tomorrow and jog in the morning. Yep. I'm SERIOUS. C'oz tomorrow night won't be free.. will be.. erm.. out.. so no time to jog :P

Adam jio-ed me mahjong on thursday or fri. Or out for a swim. Hmmmm...

Lolx. Have to see. I just realised that all the modules up for examination next week are all heavy mods. Have to mug and mug. Damn. I'm bad at mugging.

-.-..

SIGH..

After this, i'm gonna go sleep le.

Trying to adjust my body clock back to normal. Sleeping early is one way..

Well, doesn't help much.. since all i do is lie on bed and think and think and think until my "normal timing to sleep" then i'll fall asleep. LOL.. hell. That's 12pm - 4am worth of thinking! Lol...

K la.. It's exaggerated. But can clock 2 hours worth of "lying-there-thinking-of-stupid-things" lohz. At least i get 2 hours more sleep from 2am to 4am eh? Hahaa...

I shall sleep before 12am in a desperate attempt to save myself for these few weeks.

For once. My heart is better! As in, i can feel the effect of the run yesterday. LOL.. kindda unbelievable.. but ya.. lolx...

I'll try to lean on my RIGHT again tonight. Though i'll be constantly slipping in and out of sleep the whole night. C'oz have to constantly "check" myself to see if i'm lying on the correct side. LOL.. very chim. I know.

Ahhh.. 10 mins more to sleep. So sianz. Or rather, 10mins more to "lying-there-thinking-of-stupid-things", 2hours more to sleep. LOL!

Gonna study after jogging tml. Man.. i'm living a healthy lifestyle -.-"

( If readers have noticed. I'm trying to type more per entry. I accidently clicked on my archives a few days back.. and i realised.. i'm typing lesser and lesser. Probably due to my lack-of-mood.. or maybe just don't feel like saying much. LOL.. I'll try.. i'll try.. )

Haiz. Sleep early ba Robin. Tomorrow is a fresh battle.

I'm gone. Wish me luck for my battle tomorrow guys... ^^

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.

Missed.. party.

2006-08-14T22:57:00.000+08:00

Backed from jogging.

Man. I suck.

The starting 1km and i'm panting like a dog already.

Have to jog on a higher frequency le.

And my heart pain isn't subsiding ( Lolx.. maybe it's not due to health matters. LOL. Kidding kidding :P ) Not that it's REALLY due to health problem la. Dunno the root of the problem.

Tomorrow gonna start chiong my papers. 3 more to tackle.

Oh, Adam gave me this today.

The "admission ticket" to the chalet party for chong qing and wei bin which i'm supposed to go.

Lolx.

Evelyn very dedicated ah... even made an admission ticket..

Heh..

I'm sorry i couldn't be there! Nonetheless they still signed my ticket for me. LOL.. thanks ah..

And sorry to evelyn... really sorry! Haha...

Haiz. Missed out the fun le :(...

Ahhhh.. nvm. I'm gonna go... erm... see what can be done. Or i'll just sleep early -.-"

Tomorrow is study day. Long day!...

*I just realised. 5 entries on a single day. LOL. Nice one man*

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.

Dying young.

2006-08-14T20:54:00.000+08:00

傻瓜

不知不觉哭了好久
我还想着你说过的话
你说要一起加油
说要再牵着我
可是我却看不见你的手
那天晚上泪如雨下
我哭倒在房间地板上
随便装忘的崩溃
回忆在每个地方
相爱的画面为什么那么心伤
我只是一个傻瓜
为你把眼泪流光
心碎了却还是假装自己好坚强
我笑得好傻
不过在掩饰哀伤
痛的时候
才真的看见绝望
我只是一个傻瓜
为你把力气用光
也许你早就不在
我却还在奢望
你走得好静
一点也没有声响
这种离开
原来才最叫人永远难忘

Heh. Don't ask me why i put this lyrics up. I just wanted to.

Think I'm gonna die very soon. Recently, there is this sharp pain near my heart. Maybe it's heart attack! Maybe it's high blood pressure! Maybe it's.... disease due to obesity ( haha ).... Maybe it's because of the way i sleep. I tend to sleep on one side which is very unhealthy for my heart ( leaning towards the left side will cause burdern to the heart. ).

Damn. I'm super unhealthy.

Right after this entry, i'm going jogging. I'm already geared up and ready!

Bad enough is my health. Now i have to jog at night where all the super poisonous gas from the cars starts settling down.

I'm dying young.

Heh.

Updates later ba. Don't wanna jog too late. Have to start studying tml -.-"

*Gone.

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.

Neoprint

2006-08-14T14:08:00.000+08:00

Slogging in school now!

Damn. 3 hours left to deadline and i'm still not done with my report.

Ahhhh!

Haiz. Have to slog this week le. Somehow very unwillingly... c'oz no mood to study...

But.. but.. but..

For my future. For my university... For not failing my WDA module.. I will work hard!

Best thing now is to study study study. Let's not think of all the unimportant things now okie Robin..?

Ha....

My first Neoprint after dunno how many donkey years. LOL.. Was out that day with yuzzie and vin and tht of taking neoprint.. so.. ya... -.-"

Damn. I'm super mountain turtle. Can DECORATE your neoprints one ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LOL. I DUNNO!!!! -.-"!!!

Haha..

( And yes. Yuzzie. If you are reading this in taiwan.... get me something hor :P )

Sigh. I do hope my perth trip won't be cancelled. Oct faster come. Malaysia truly asia :)

Ha... No more time to waste.

Gambetta to those guys rushing reports.

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.

There he goes again. Fucking everyone up.

2006-08-14T04:33:00.000+08:00

I'm fucking pissed now.

Now, what the fuck is wrong IF i have to stay up late to finish some school work?

So yes. I get scolded for doing AND not doing work..

Fuck.

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.

Another night's sleep - forgone.

2006-08-14T00:48:00.000+08:00

Little update and i'm off.

Tml is WDA report submission.. and i haven touched ANYTHING.

Woohoo.. And it's doesn't help when your computer hangs on you after u have typed out 2 pages worth of text.

Damn it man.

Ahhh.. nvm. I'll get by.

Anyway, sorry to junwei for waiting for me today.

I got home.. on my labby.. and i don't even know how i ended up on MY BED.

No recollections at ALL!!!!!!!!!

OMFG.

Next time i know. It's 9pm.. 9 miss call -.-".

Sorry guys for MIA-ing this whole afternoon.

And once again.. sorry to junwei! Made u waited 1 hour 15 mins for me!..

Paiseh!

Sigh. So irresponsible.

Well, didn't sleep yesterday night.. ain't gonna sleep tonight either.

WDA's a bitch. Hell yeah.

AND if i don't do this well, i may jolly well repeat this module. 50/100 for the first paper. I'm pinning my hopes on this report le ( Which i don't even know how to start. How promising man... )

Anyway, vin lost at mahjong due to Shu fen's cursing. Damn zhun. He ended up the only one losing. $26, into my pocket it goes. LOL!

Vin. I blog this out... so you can't deny :P.. still got $16! Wahaha..!

Good thing about mahjong is that, nothing is certain. I started out witha deficiet of -$15... end up i recoup my losses.. and won $26.. that's... $40!

Lolx.

Blah. Look how excited i become when talking about playing. And when it comes to work -.-"""""

Sigh...

Oh well.. Think i'll get going. WDA report to be done. Many hours needs to be invested to understand WTF it's saying.

And oh. Yuzzie must be enjoying at taiwan now la. No wonder nv reply my calls and SMS. Ahhh..

IF they got internet connection over there for you.

BUY SOMETHING BACK FOR ME LA! LOL! If not.. i'll haunt you on the 22nd :P...

Ahhh. No time.

I'm gone.

*Drinking alone is so boring -.-".. especially when i'm drinking while doing work. LOL..*

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.

我已经渐渐习惯。。。

2006-08-12T20:19:00.001+08:00

我已经渐渐习惯。。。

这个 entry 真的是拖了太久了。

从不知什么时候就说了要用华语来写个blog entry。。。

Haiz.

一整天无所事事，没心情读书，整天只花在看电视，听歌。

没事情做的日子好苦啊！其实不是没事做啦。就能读书。。。但就没那个冲劲想去面对那堆的比山还要高的读本。

没事做，就会胡思乱想。真讨厌！

啊！

好想去看烟火 ( 今天是最后一天了 )。。。但没人配。其实。。。有啦。不过，两个大男人。。。怪怪的。

看了很多节目。。。在<我猜，我猜，我猜猜猜> 里，吴综显 ( 不知道这么写。哈哈！) 说了一句话。

“ 伤痛是不能被忘掉的，你只能随着时间的流失而慢慢去习惯那个伤”

哈哈。听起来好不开心的感觉。。。好深奥！

就想我的 MSN nick 一样，我相信时间是能治疗一切。也许慢慢习惯伤也是一种治疗吧。

我在努力的试。我想把我的门给关上。我想尽快找到动懂得打开我的门的人。而不是我自己打开那扇门。

但。。。谈何容易啊？每个人都告诉我。把门关上。再向别人打开。

我的回应？我办不到。

目前。我。办。不。到。

我已经在努力了。

有人曾经对我说，我给人的感觉很坚强，很 zai，办事效率高。

会吗？

我不觉得。我总觉得。。。有时。。我真的好失败啊。。。

照我看。我的自信心是面对某个事件或事故才会有的吧。

Haiz. 很难理解。我也不知我在写些什么。。。。

希望能和我那几位知心好友在多聊聊些。

一再的叹气。糟了。。。我快老了。。。

Haiz. ( 又来了。。。)

好不想谁啊！好想打麻将！

三缺一。。。真痛苦啊。。。

啊！汉良！别想了。去跑步吧！

嗯。就这么决定了。

*********

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.

SICK!

2006-08-11T22:07:00.000+08:00

Just finished talking on the phone with Chong Qing.

Sigh.

Didn't manage to go to his birthday party celebration. Why? C'oz suddenly overcame by sickness.

Damn lohz.

Diarhhoea and dizzy spells the moment i got home. I don't know what's wrong man!

Haha... nvm. Evelyn shall help me hit him for his birthday bash.. ^^...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CQ! :)

SIGH SIGH SIGH. SUPPOSED TO BE AT CHANGI NOW ONE LOHZ.

WHERE DRINKS, OVERNIGHT MAHJONG AND FUN AWAITS.

DAMN.

SIGH....

Bad day today.

MWA exam was okie though... probably the only thing right for today.

Went pool with adam. Loser punch!

Damn. I played well lohz.. but dunno why.. he super tiko.

3 matches per punch. ( Meaning the first person to reach 3 wins wins the game la. )

4 sets of 3 matches.

I LOST ALL.

OMFG!

-.-"

Bo bian. I punch and punch. LOL.

Lost a total of $20 ba. Lolx.

Ahhh nvm.

Being sick is very sick ( pun intended ).

Tml got recce trip to mac richie ( dunno how to spell la. You get the idea can le ) resuoviour ( dunno how to spell also! OMG. I SUCK AT SPELLING.. ) for fajar NPCC.

Treetop trekking.

I WANT TO GO LA.

Damn!

Go there walk walk in the midst of the canopy of the trees.. SO SONG CAN?!?!?

SO SIANZ.

Damn.

I need to recover fast.

Really fast....!!!!!

How about.. tml..?

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.

Drive.

2006-08-10T23:59:00.000+08:00

I'm dead.

9 and a half hours from MWA exam. And i haven touch a single thing... yet.

Lolx.

Got so bored, so called vin to go bugis walk walk. Kindda gay for 2 guys to be window shopping.. but... aiya. Who cares man.

Survey was all right. In fact, it's quite fun.

Kindda asked us to talk about the TV programs.. choosing channel U or 8 ( and then compare to cable TV )...

Quite fun. The person in charge very fun to be with also..

Yep.

Initially wanted to pen a blog entry.. but i type.. and cancel... type.. and cancel.

Just can't find the right words to use la..

To my friends who's reading this:

Wish you guys jia you jia you jia you for your relationships ah hor..? And if you all face some problems.. don't worry. The boat will turn straight once it reaches the harbour. ( And as for me, i'm still out in the open sea. LOL. )

I'm bad at comforting people la. Damn.

SIGH.

Tml gonna have exam, then gonna go help chong qing celebrate birthday. Damn. All the way at changi chalet.. along with all his fans ( which i only know one. + adam. That's 2.. out of so many people -.-.. )

And i'm gonna stay overnight there! With a bunch of strangers! Lolx..

Or if not. I'll most probably drop by vin's house for mahjong. Overnight!

Whatever it is. I don't feel like going back home.

Or study.

Jeremiah asked me just now.

"So, your dethroning dream is shattered le la..?"

Yeah... and nope.

I still wanna dethrone emel! Haha.. But.. I'm just too lazy.. and i can't get myself moving.

Hmmm...

I've changed.

The company i mix with.

I no longer. Want to lead.

Not like how i am in secondary school. I'm always the leader. I'll initiate things. I'll get things moving. I have great drive at that time. I don't feel tired. I can overnight for 3 days for doing work straight.

Look at me now. I can't even stand one night. I feel tired every single moment. I don't get things moving. I don't study. No drive to do ANYTHING.

I want my drive back.

Someone tell me how to...? I need ans.

FAST.

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.

Bored. Really - bored.

2006-08-09T00:58:00.000+08:00

I'm bored.

Of staying at home.

Got two activities tomorrow ( though i don't feel like going out -- Kindda ironic. I don't feel like staying at home either.. )

As you all can see... i'm at loss -.- ( Yes. VERY. )

1) Outing with AF. Going lunch, movie.. probably fireworks later on.
2) Sec sch "gathering" - Or so they call it. It's basically all saying not gonna sleep, play dai dee whole night until bored.. then all go sleep. - STANDARD MAN ( or DOTA ).

Dunno. Which. One. To. Go.

I'm.. bored la.

Stay at home = sianz.

Go out = sianz also.

Fuck man. I dunno what i want -.-"...

**

Ahhhhh...

It's national day.

And yet, i don't feel anything.. special.

In fact, life is much more meaningless... these few days.

Friday is MWA, and yet i ain't touching my books..

Or rather... i don't have to mood to do so la.

Shit man. Next week is exam break. 1 more freaking week to waste!

AHHHHHHHH.

These are one of the few times when i wish time would pass by fast enough.

Anyone got VCDs to lend..? :)

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.

Mac. Once again.

2006-08-08T15:17:00.000+08:00

I'm bored.

Currently in mac. Weak attempt to try to study.

Supposed to be study.. but well... all of them heck care.. so ... -.-"

Sigh.

So bored.

IT mods sucks..

Everyone tells me they are gonna watch fireworks.

I can tag along.

But i chose not to.

Why?

I don't know the reason myself.

Maybe.. it's just meaningless to watch fireworks...

Maybe i just don't have the mood to do so lohz.

Life's so boring now.

Stagnant.

Suddenly. I feel, able to go to sch to study is such a blessing.

I have no classes till friday ( my exam ).

Damn it man.

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.

Glad.

2006-08-07T01:16:00.000+08:00

I'm glad.

To know that you're fine already.

Rest well.. then.

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.

Another blog.

2006-08-06T16:55:00.000+08:00

My personal blog has proved useful.

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.

My door.

2006-08-06T16:24:00.000+08:00

I slept till now.

Finally a well earn rest - 12 hours of sleep.

Considering my lack of sleep for so long...

The moment i wake up.

I thought of things.

Things we said and discussed yesterday.

Saying i am fine, is fake.

Like the analogy yesterday. I've done all i could.

And i'm waiting for something to happen now.

My door's open. How's yours?

Entering my door, doesn't mean anything.

It could have simply meant, to confide in me. Or tell me what happened when you are feeling down.

Anyway, i've gotten used to it.

I'll always be there... if you need it ( that is if. Sadly ).

My friends tell me, close your door and open it to someone else.

I told all of them. Once i open my door, i can't close it back very well.

Whatever it is. Good luck to the other chaps.

You guys know who you are.

Ahhh. Exam times. Study? Ha. Maybe.

And clement will say i am drowning myself with work.. yeah?

Lolx.

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.

Long talk.

2006-08-06T04:44:00.000+08:00

Long talk.

I scare myself sometimes too.

Sigh.

Great time guys.

Great advices too.

And. Remember the phrase you said. - To someone who will know who he is.

I'm still.. worried.

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.

I'm worried.

2006-08-05T01:44:00.000+08:00

I'm worried.

Are you ok..?

You told me you are sad.

I asked you what happened, you don't want to tell me..

I MSN you.

You ignore me.

I call you.

You rejected my phone call.

I sms you.

Finally you replied. And you said you are fine.

Do you know, at these times, the more you say you are fine, the more you ain't...?

I'm.. worried.

What happened..?

The very least. I can be your listening ear.

Or do you not trust me?

Are you reading this?

If you are.. good.

Do you still remember.. some time ago, you were asking me what can you do to help me fulfill my wishes..?

Actually. You can.

One of my wishes. Is that you will be happy, always.

And my wishes are not working.

If you happen to read this. I won't be sleeping tonight.

Gimme a ring if you need someone to talk to.. yeah?

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.

Waste.. time...

2006-08-03T16:18:00.000+08:00

Oh.. i HATE times like this...

Where i have lots of time to waste, nothing to do.

Well not really nothing to do... just.. don't feel like starting on them.

Like the PPT needed for tml's presentation.

*

Currently in ambassador room, lying down on the sofa, about to fall asleep.

Well, not currently. Been here for like.. 3-4 hours already -.-"

Sigh.

I have... presentation 45 mins later.. and i haven thought of what to say...

SIGH.

Today is a very tiring day. Someone went home early because too tired..

Wah.. Got character! LOL!

Go home and rest well. Not everyone is like me. Got home cannot return :'(...

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.

The usual rants..

2006-08-02T19:34:00.000+08:00

I'm supposed to be bathing 1 hour ago.. but one hour later, i'm still surfing blogs.

Sigh. I'm that damn good at wasting time.

Something good to blog about. I went to K today! :)... Not kbox though. Partyworld :)

Don't care the place la. As long as someone pass me a mic.. and with sound system and everything.. think you guys get me :)

Was because to "celebrate" la.. MWA project submission le. Left BLAW.. and exams! Woohoo~

Though right after the exams.. i'll be super busy again.. Let's see..

- Astro - Mersing trip
- Astro chalet.
- Astro ANE camp
- IMF ( Tentative )
- Bacomm camp ( Tentative )
- Red camp by Ngee Ann Ambassador...
- BA'OC 2007 ( For some .. *personal* reasons... Wahahaha! :P )

-.-" That's for now -.-"

That's like.. 4 camps. 1 big event. 1 chalet.. and one overseas trip.

LOL! ( And look who's complaining of lack of sleep everytime.. )

Dunno why i join and join also. LOL! Must be scared i nothing to do? Haha..

I need to study for exams. I heard, 05 people are so damn good. I need my top 10%. And my director's list. I haven forgot ( though it's hard.. considering my grades now -.-" ).. I'll. work hard for exams!

Yeah. Right now. I need some rest. And entertainment.

It's been how long sinced i last touched games or watched TV?

OMG.

"If faith is what you need, i'll give you mine..."
r3gular.